[Samantha Rogers]

Miranda, don't feel unusual in what you describe, sweetheart. Not at all. In my readings I have come across many accounts of Type A males, working in high stress jobs, who find relief in occasionally "dressing" as a means of stress relief. Years ago, I had some dealings through a job with an author named Nancy Friday, who wrote a fairly well known pop psychology book called My Mother, Myself. It was drawn from countless interviews with women, and dealt with accounts of female sexual fantasy and the relationships women have with their mothers. That brought her great success back in the 70's. She later brought out one dealing with men's fantasies (can't remember the name). There was an entire section dealing with exactly what you are describing, and which is apparently very common.
You are not alone, sweetheart.
Hugs