11-10-2016, 10:33 AM
Thanks Poly, that`s a really sweet sentiment 
Whilst I don`t really like being Trans per se, I must admit I Do love transitioning! complete with all it`s hurdles and challenges. Challenges that I have No idea if I`ll ever be able to meet or overcome, But I do take an awefull lot of Strength from my dysphoria and frustration, and often let them build to a point where I commit to an action and use that power to drive me forwards. I get an "Oh F**k it, I`m sick feeling so chicken (or whatever)" type of attitude, and that then drives me to do something that I wouldn`t be brave enough to do ordinarily. like a bad tooth that`s been giving you greif for months and you finaly decide to get the pliars out and yank it!
I`m happier now than Iv Ever been in my entire life, how many "normals" get to feel that I wonder?
and as perverse as it sounds (and No I`m NOT into BDSM!
) even the pain I feel sometimes can`t help but remind me just how wonderfull it is just to be able to Feel at all after nearly 50 years of emotional void and numbness.
I think the unicorn idea is just adorable! and I`ll happily wear that
Whilst I don`t really like being Trans per se, I must admit I Do love transitioning! complete with all it`s hurdles and challenges. Challenges that I have No idea if I`ll ever be able to meet or overcome, But I do take an awefull lot of Strength from my dysphoria and frustration, and often let them build to a point where I commit to an action and use that power to drive me forwards. I get an "Oh F**k it, I`m sick feeling so chicken (or whatever)" type of attitude, and that then drives me to do something that I wouldn`t be brave enough to do ordinarily. like a bad tooth that`s been giving you greif for months and you finaly decide to get the pliars out and yank it!
I`m happier now than Iv Ever been in my entire life, how many "normals" get to feel that I wonder?
and as perverse as it sounds (and No I`m NOT into BDSM!
) even the pain I feel sometimes can`t help but remind me just how wonderfull it is just to be able to Feel at all after nearly 50 years of emotional void and numbness.I think the unicorn idea is just adorable! and I`ll happily wear that
