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I am not liking how I am feeling with just E and PC. Yes, I am getting some stirrings slowly in the libido area...a very slow reawakening, but my breasts feel flat and lifeless...I dont want to sacrifice that...maybe I am seeking an impossible compromise...if it begins to look that way, I know what my choice will be...sigh.
Sorry to interupt the discussion, tee hee, carry on!
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(17-04-2014, 05:15 PM)Samantha Rogers Wrote: I am not liking how I am feeling with just E and PC. Yes, I am getting some stirrings slowly in the libido area...a very slow reawakening, but my breasts feel flat and lifeless...I dont want to sacrifice that...maybe I am seeking an impossible compromise...if it begins to look that way, I know what my choice will be...sigh.
Sorry to interupt the discussion, tee hee, carry on!![Tongue Tongue](https://www.breastnexum.com/images/smilies/tongue.gif)
LOL, sorry. Contrary to how it looks, I'm not trying to take over your thread.
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(17-04-2014, 05:29 PM)SarahSchilling Wrote: (17-04-2014, 05:15 PM)Samantha Rogers Wrote: I am not liking how I am feeling with just E and PC. Yes, I am getting some stirrings slowly in the libido area...a very slow reawakening, but my breasts feel flat and lifeless...I dont want to sacrifice that...maybe I am seeking an impossible compromise...if it begins to look that way, I know what my choice will be...sigh.
Sorry to interupt the discussion, tee hee, carry on!![Tongue Tongue](https://www.breastnexum.com/images/smilies/tongue.gif)
LOL, sorry. Contrary to how it looks, I'm not trying to take over your thread.
Lol...sis, you should know you are always welcome here.
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Sigh...this girl has no willpower....I miss my booby growth!
I took my licorice and peony supps again today, .....and also some PM again...sigh
Oh well....If I must choose, I have made my choice. LOL
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(17-04-2014, 10:40 PM)Samantha Rogers Wrote: Sigh...this girl has no willpower....I miss my booby growth!
I took my licorice and peony supps again today, .....and also some PM again...sigh
Oh well....If I must choose, I have made my choice. LOL![Tongue Tongue](https://www.breastnexum.com/images/smilies/tongue.gif)
Dont feel bad you did better than me I never quit PM at all yet since I started on it but did cut back to twice a day at 500mgx2 and still had my other NBE's too
Its hard to stop whats been working I guess
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(17-04-2014, 04:27 PM)SarahSchilling Wrote: LOL, I'm going to feel horrible if it doesn't work out since you bought so many!
No need to feel bad, sis. I would only feel bad if I don't use them and they go to waste. If they do work out well, it will turn out to have been a good move, and I'll have you to thank.
Hugs,
Clara
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Todays update... Finally righted my head, and a few days ago reached the conclusion that I just cant any longer stand the mental aspects that return when I go off Pm..... edginess, competitiveness, arrogance, lack of empathy and gentleness, etc and a tendency toward self important opinionated bs...in short all the qualities I now despise in many a-hole males I know, and which I possessed myself for years before waking up...No...I am not going back there for any reason. So the T supps are in the trash, and I am back on normal (for me) doses of PM, aling with the other herbs and the E. The only difference is I am not taking any kind of AA right now but relying on an already low count and what small effect I make get from the part of PM that does some of that. And, good news...after a week or two feeling like my breasts were shrinking, now, after three days ramping back up on PM, they are buzzing again.
What will happen to my libido I cannot say, but I dont much care. If ensuring my future psychological happiness means killing my libido... I can live with that. Just have to figure out a new position on the team I guess...tight receiver maybe? Perhaps you can teach an old dog new tricks...tee hee.
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One more little update...the "girls" are really buzzing this afternoon...seems they really love having the PM back.
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T Supplements? As in your body naturally won't make enough anymore even if you're off PM for a while?
(21-04-2014, 03:28 PM)Samantha Rogers Wrote: Todays update... Finally righted my head, and a few days ago reached the conclusion that I just cant any longer stand the mental aspects that return when I go off Pm..... edginess, competitiveness, arrogance, lack of empathy and gentleness, etc and a tendency toward self important opinionated bs...in short all the qualities I now despise in many a-hole males I know, and which I possessed myself for years before waking up...No...I am not going back there for any reason. So the T supps are in the trash, and I am back on normal (for me) doses of PM, aling with the other herbs and the E. The only difference is I am not taking any kind of AA right now but relying on an already low count and what small effect I make get from the part of PM that does some of that. And, good news...after a week or two feeling like my breasts were shrinking, now, after three days ramping back up on PM, they are buzzing again.
What will happen to my libido I cannot say, but I dont much care. If ensuring my future psychological happiness means killing my libido... I can live with that. Just have to figure out a new position on the team I guess...tight receiver maybe? Perhaps you can teach an old dog new tricks...tee hee.
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No, it was just an experiment, to try and see if that might wake up the boi bits, and they did respond somewhat. I was not worried too much because my T was way below even a normal GG. But the other aspects of T proved more than I wanted. So, now I am simply continuing my program albeit with no AA at all. So far I still feel some forgotten stirrings returning so I believe the lack of an AA is allowing my body to begin slowly releasing more natural T.
My doctor assured me that, short of surgery, everything can be reversed, if I want it....just not sure I want the one enough to put up with the other. I like feeling the way I do (without the T) way too much, you know?