Man with breasts....and I agree with LeatherBiker..it IS sexy as hell...

I think I fell off the fence?
I have been going out dressed as often as I can, I have lost all my shameful feelings.
I told my Gf everything just over 2 weeks ago.
After 2 days of tears I agreed to climb back up the fence. Now I'm just sitting here hoping she might adjust so I can dive off.
I have stopped taking PM and hate it. 2 weeks now.
Every day is getting harder, I think I want to start hrt? Well I KNOW I want to start hrt. I have people I need to tell, and I have a very very good relationship that I dont want to loose. I have already seen a doctor.
I cant understand why I want to risk everything like this. I feel selfish and stupid.
I am identifying as transgendered now; nothing to do with boobs though, just my brain

Stay true to yourself. You have the strength to endure whatever comes your way.

I think I fell off the fence?
I have been going out dressed as often as I can, I have lost all my shameful feelings.
I told my Gf everything just over 2 weeks ago.
After 2 days of tears I agreed to climb back up the fence. Now I'm just sitting here hoping she might adjust so I can dive off.
I have stopped taking PM and hate it. 2 weeks now.
Every day is getting harder, I think I want to start hrt? Well I KNOW I want to start hrt. I have people I need to tell, and I have a very very good relationship that I dont want to loose. I have already seen a doctor.
I cant understand why I want to risk everything like this. I feel selfish and stupid.
I am identifying as transgendered now; nothing to do with boobs though, just my brain

It's better to sort these feelings out now, it's not going to get any easier, unless you do. There are a few of us here in the same situation, the feeling you have about feeling selfish and stupid ( possibly guilty too ) are all normal feelings. Do you know of any transgender support groups in your area ?

thanks for the support, Im sure many know what I am going through; and am yet to go through.

All the support groups I have found seem to be for very young gay people slash trans.

thanks for the support, Im sure many know what I am going through; and am yet to go through.

All the support groups I have found seem to be for very young gay people slash trans.

( sorry for the thread hijack )

It might be worth calling somebody at one of those groups, they will know of another group more suited for you. That is the same issue I had in my area, all I could find initially was support for AIDS and gay/trans youth.

I didn't have a chance to say it before, or perhaps it wasn't there before but that avatar picture is beautiful!

I too, was going to comment on the avatar.. gorgeous.

Hard for me to say what I identify with.. In the end, it really matters not. I just like being me.. and that makes me happy.

I am still working at improving my breast size.. a work in progress as it were, though.

Thanks for the kind words, its not my real hair but I have been blessed with a feminine body,

I have started PM again after a nightmare day of dysphoria and have seen a therapist. I am hoping to start HRT.
One good thing about the dysphoric day is it gave me an incredibly strong desire to go out in a dress or skirt; while I go out with makeup and womens cloths often, it is always jeans and the like. Never a dress. I now feel more comfortable to do that soon.

GiggyGig,
What about buying kilts...?
Utilikilt is one example, but pricey. There are others. This would allow you to "grow" into wearing skirts, I think.

Can't talk to the overall results, but if you're that worried....
With that body
And a wig, l which I'm guessing made the avatar...
Who the F cares, you'll be taken for female!

-Dianna