whats pm?

Booby Mad,

PM is Pueraria Mirifica. You can read a whole heck of a lot about it under the "Methods" section!

Thanks so much for all the input ladies! Lots of good info here to ponder...

As for me, I have taken a break for the last few months. I am continuing with my other vitamins and herbs, but have dropped the PM and FG for now. When finances allow, I plan to go back on a maintenance dose of PM at 1 X 500mg per day.

Lisia

Pansy,

THANK YOU FOR THAT POST and sure others do as well,

In a nutshell,

I am 47, so nearer you than you thought,
Very masculine, but always had deep empathy with females,
Successful and run a large business so there is no way whatseover I am going too walk in and tell my workforce they now have 2 female bosses, ie the wife and myself,

Have had NO THOUGHTS about the srs, even a vasectomy made me run,

However the obsession about grwoing breasts has been daily obsessive for 2 years constant every day , so something has to be done as cannot go on ?

My condition may even be autogeniphallia, and even for that its recommended low dose horemones can help,


Its well documented on other sites that herbals can help cease the testosterone fuelled desires whether they stem from being TS or AGP ?

This it has done and has Chris Honey siad the pm just calmed the mind and growing breasts was a side product,

As far as I see it I see no choice, I have to take something too dampen down testosterone and quell the urges which it has,

Saturday I just got on with life , serence, calm, collected , happy and clear thinking, then at end of day thoough "oh yeah Im growing breasts as well "

Smile

Its either pm or low dose synthetics HRT to do this, its pm for me and
by the way this stuff is working better with us girls than some girls I know on the hard stuff ???

And I am still frisky , but contented frisky , not I REALLY NEED TO BE FRISKY AND SULKING IF WIFE NOT IN THE MOOD,



Julie

Pansy Mae,

What a great post. It really resonated for me.

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In my early 20's I decided that I am NOT a TS, and although I do wish that I had been born female, I do not and never have felt that I am in the wrong body.

I am less sure about that myself. Chrissie has hinted at me in the past that she believes I am TS and whilst I have always thought of myself as androgynous I am increasingly suspecting that Chrissie may be correct

I am what I am and I can live with that. I love pretty clothes and make-up, ... and I've always been happier in female company than male. Cars, football and other 'male' pursuits have no interest for me whatsoever and never have. I am very rarely aggressive in any way and I have never been particularly strong or had large muscles.

That sums me up as well. But for myself, I have been finding it harder and harder not to stay in fem mode. I now go to work fully made up and in a skirt or dress and wearing heels. My hair is getting longer and in two or three months I hope to be able to ditch the wig.

(side note to Chrissie - I will have to pop down and see Penny Brace. Would you be interested in knowing if I make an appointment? It would be in the autumn, not now)

I have moved back on to SP/RC for a while. The combination of SP and Minoxidil seems to be encouraging my receding hairline to reverse somewhat and my body hair is finer on my arms and legs.

I have not worn truly male clothing for more than the odd day or so since Xmas 2010 and moving to living full time en femme is still my goal. Boobs can only help and I would hope that they will be obvious.

The best and worst thing that has happened to me since Xmas is my 18lb weight loss. My figure is much more feminine but my boobs are a lot smaller. They have gone down from 112cm to 105cm, but the under breast measurement has also dropped from 104 to 97cm so I am still a AA+ (if such a thing exists) - I half fill my 40A bra.

I will probably go back on the PM in a few weeks when the RC runs out, but I will be staying on the SP and Minoxidil until Xams to see how it turns out.

Beverley.

I've been away from the forums and there's just too much to catch up on, but I wanted to add my thoughts to this thread. Warning, this rambles a bit...

I have never wished I was born female, although since I was young, I always thought that one of my 3 wishes from a genie would be for the ability to swap physical genders at will. I remember this desire from less than 6 years old, so I don't believe it is in any way sexually driven. Needless to say, I haven't found any genies.

So this is the next best thing as far as I am concerned. I do not want to be stuck in one physical gender. But we all are stuck with one at a time. These days, you can change it but it takes a long time and isn't terribly reversible.

With that being the case, I prefer to stay mostly male. Absolutely the number one reason is that my wife is happiest that way. If she wasn't the wonderful person she is, I'm really not sure where my life would be at, but I don't think I would like it much. More rambling follows....

I like cars (less than when I was young). I like engineering things. I enjoy having the physical abilities that come with being male. I am very independent-minded and have never been much for accepting doing what I am told. I like my environment clean. I don't care much for conflict and don't handle it well as a result. I'm not all that competitive physically these days, although I was when I was younger. At one time, I was something of a bodybuilder but not real serious and that ended after a serious accident took me out of the gym for good. For physical recreation, I enjoy things like golfing, walking, cycling, kayaking, canoeing, swimming. Notice none of these requires other participants even though they are more enjoyable with friends.

I like women's clothing and colors way more than men's. I prefer lesbian porn because the only member that is of interest to me is my own. I like things quiet and not crowded. I enjoy reading. I don't mind doing housework, but hate cleaning up after others. I would rather have a jag than a vette. My upper body has always been almost completely hairless and I have never needed to shave my face more than once a week my whole life. Pro sports haven't interested me since I got old enough to realize what they are about and what kind of people inhabit that world.

Oh, and I love my boobies and have no desire for anything else feminine about my body. 98cm under, 113 over. Nicely shaped if I do say so myself. Impossible to hide without a jacket or coat. And I don't care. It helps that I live in a modern progressive country and have never had any interest in the kind of bars and such that ignorant jerks prefer to infest.

I'm happy with what PM has done for me, and I hope that whatever you are trying to achieve in this comes to pass for you.