30-10-2024, 08:38 PM
Not at all. I've always said many times, and my last reply to you, that I have no intention of fully transitioning. Ever. Number one, I could never ever physically pass, and number two, I wouldn't even know how to even do so.
Makeup, jewelry and fashion coordination is just not my thing. Nor is the innate idiosyncrasies of womanhood. My core life experiences are rooted in the male side of life.
I spent a lifetime of things such as farm life, organized sports from age 5-20, (I played on a national championship college football team). Many years big game hunting & offshore fishing, etc. Now in my early 60s, I'm just exploring the inner side of me that brings contentment.
While I've worn skirts around the homestead 24/7 for the past ten years, I'm all male in public and have no plans to ever change that. I'm still going to add more items to my feminine winter wardrobe, such as jeans & flannel shirts, but they're almost indistinguishable from male clothing. My main desire for these are the fit & finish.
Ever since around my 18th month in PM many years ago, I got the pelvic tilt and mine is greatly accentuated. Men's clothes on me now feel boxy and they just hang off of me.
About three years ago I swapped out all my men's summer shorts for women's, and I haven't worn men's shorts since. Granted they are all khaki & jeans shorts with zero appointments, but they just fit more better now than men's shorts do. I've added a slew of women's t-shirts, and I own no men's underwear anymore.
I have a whole chest of drawers piece of furniture that is top-to-bottom full of women's clothes, and I would absolutely love to have a full & complete wardrobe of winter wear, too. Perhaps this is rooted in my CD past, as I've worn panties & nightgowns for decades. But as far as wearing blatantly obvious feminine clothing in public, that won't ever happen.
I have two lightweight khaki hiking kilts that look more like a skirt than they do a kilt, and I adore them. I once wore one out a few days while on vacation at the beach, and got called a faggot a couple of times. Public CD/Transitioning is just something I do not plan on pursuing.
On the every other month occasion that I feel like getting a beer at one of our local bars around here, our only options are military veterans & biker bars. I never get any side glances or double-takes, so I'm okay for now.
However, in the short amount of time that I've been on injections, I'm already noticing accelerated facial changes. As much as I adore these in my mirror at home, I do remain guarded when out around drunk rednecks. Who knows where that'll eventually end up, but I'm not stopping HRT any time soon.
As myboobs continue to get more bigger, I do have to wear a cursed compression shirt now at the aforementioned bars. When I'm just out & about, I don't wear the damn things and dark plaid button shirts seem to work just fine for being stealth in public. I'd still love myboobs to get as big as possible though. I'll just have to find some larger trans-man compression shirts designed for the more voluptuous endowed. I hope I get there.
In the meantime while I'm in public, I walk the walk & talk the talk and just leave them guessing if there's ever any doubt. I can talk racing & deer hunting all day long.
Makeup, jewelry and fashion coordination is just not my thing. Nor is the innate idiosyncrasies of womanhood. My core life experiences are rooted in the male side of life.
I spent a lifetime of things such as farm life, organized sports from age 5-20, (I played on a national championship college football team). Many years big game hunting & offshore fishing, etc. Now in my early 60s, I'm just exploring the inner side of me that brings contentment.
While I've worn skirts around the homestead 24/7 for the past ten years, I'm all male in public and have no plans to ever change that. I'm still going to add more items to my feminine winter wardrobe, such as jeans & flannel shirts, but they're almost indistinguishable from male clothing. My main desire for these are the fit & finish.
Ever since around my 18th month in PM many years ago, I got the pelvic tilt and mine is greatly accentuated. Men's clothes on me now feel boxy and they just hang off of me.
About three years ago I swapped out all my men's summer shorts for women's, and I haven't worn men's shorts since. Granted they are all khaki & jeans shorts with zero appointments, but they just fit more better now than men's shorts do. I've added a slew of women's t-shirts, and I own no men's underwear anymore.
I have a whole chest of drawers piece of furniture that is top-to-bottom full of women's clothes, and I would absolutely love to have a full & complete wardrobe of winter wear, too. Perhaps this is rooted in my CD past, as I've worn panties & nightgowns for decades. But as far as wearing blatantly obvious feminine clothing in public, that won't ever happen.
I have two lightweight khaki hiking kilts that look more like a skirt than they do a kilt, and I adore them. I once wore one out a few days while on vacation at the beach, and got called a faggot a couple of times. Public CD/Transitioning is just something I do not plan on pursuing.
On the every other month occasion that I feel like getting a beer at one of our local bars around here, our only options are military veterans & biker bars. I never get any side glances or double-takes, so I'm okay for now.
However, in the short amount of time that I've been on injections, I'm already noticing accelerated facial changes. As much as I adore these in my mirror at home, I do remain guarded when out around drunk rednecks. Who knows where that'll eventually end up, but I'm not stopping HRT any time soon.
As myboobs continue to get more bigger, I do have to wear a cursed compression shirt now at the aforementioned bars. When I'm just out & about, I don't wear the damn things and dark plaid button shirts seem to work just fine for being stealth in public. I'd still love myboobs to get as big as possible though. I'll just have to find some larger trans-man compression shirts designed for the more voluptuous endowed. I hope I get there.
In the meantime while I'm in public, I walk the walk & talk the talk and just leave them guessing if there's ever any doubt. I can talk racing & deer hunting all day long.
Partial transition but the kind which is almost entirely "looking inward" rather than changing social life isn't common. And I absolutely get it, its far less dangerous and more practical like that... Even if it becomes too obvious not to notice, its easier to live as an eccentric man than a non passing trans woman because people are fucking vultures about it, ready to pick to pieces anything that they can. 
