MM, you are a rascal sometimes, but I see you have a good and very sweet heart hiding in there. Hugs, baby. You are alright with me! I won't burn any bridges honey...if anything, Samantha is trying to build them back...tee hee.
But I do feel bad for you, honey. I can picture you... working hard, wife doesn't know or doesn't care to know, but whatever, you can't discuss your feelings with her...is this about right? Sweetheart...I cry thinking about you. Nobody should have to carry that weight alone. Sammie will listen if you need to talk, honey. PM me if you want.
Hugs, honey.

I thought it a good time to post an update so here you go.
This time I am moving things over here to the program page, just for continuity. These are my first from a long time ago, then an intermediate one, and lastly from this morning right after I used the old epilator. Be kind...

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I do not see much growth, and maybe this is as good as it gets for Sammie...sigh... time will tell.

PS - I do wish they would project more out front, but for 61, I guess I should be OK with this. Plus I am guessing the position of my arms was different and that does make a difference in the way they seem to project. LOL...whatever... this is where we are. :-)

MM, you are a rascal sometimes, but I see you have a good and very sweet heart hiding in there. Hugs, baby. You are alright with me! I won't burn any bridges honey...if anything, Samantha is trying to build them back...tee hee.
But I do feel bad for you, honey. I can picture you... working hard, wife doesn't know or doesn't care to know, but whatever, you can't discuss your feelings with her...is this about right? Sweetheart...I cry thinking about you. Nobody should have to carry that weight alone. Sammie will listen if you need to talk, honey. PM me if you want.
Hugs, honey.

thanks sammie . u r a gem .
i m a tough cookie , had to as had to make a living and pay my way on my own since age of 15.5 . have lived on bread and water / slept on bus stands , but all those times it has made me stronger and resilient .
wife is sort of person who cant carry heavy burden , and my promise to her was i will not have you worry as much as i can.
it is past karma , and i have to carry that burden to my grave.

I thought it a good time to post an update so here you go.
This time I am moving things over here to the program page, just for continuity. These are my first from a long time ago, then an intermediate one, and lastly from this morning right after I used the old epilator. Be kind...



I do not see much growth, and maybe this is as good as it gets for Sammie...sigh... time will tell.

PS - I do wish they would project more out front, but for 61, I guess I should be OK with this. Plus I am guessing the position of my arms was different and that does make a difference in the way they seem to project. LOL...whatever... this is where we are. :-)

i can see big difference between second and third pic i think you need glasses

You are a good one, MM. A cheeky rascal sometimes, but in a lovable way. You've got a good heart there.
You tell her she better appreciate you or Sammie is going to get MAD. LOL
You don't ever want to see this grandma get mad, honey. It can be scary...LOL
You let me know though. You need a friend, honey, I'm here.
Hugs

You are a good one, MM. A cheeky rascal sometimes, but in a lovable way. You've got a good heart there.
You tell her she better appreciate you or Sammie is going to get MAD. LOL
You don't ever want to see this grandma get mad, honey. It can be scary...LOL
You let me know though. You need a friend, honey, I'm here.
Hugs

i truly believe her indoors has me as an anchor . without me she goes into panic mode that is why i keep burden to myself. i worry about her if and when i am 6 foot under , and getting things set up so she never has to worry and training my son to keep eye on her

thx sammie hugz

Yes, I suspected that or something like it. We do first and foremost have to take care of those we love and who rely on us. You gets a lot of respect from me, baby.
But, honey...you need to take care of yourself, too. Don't you forget about that, ok?
Hugs ( big hugs, you big rascal )

Yes, I suspected that or something like it. We do first and foremost have to take care of those we love and who rely on us. You gets a lot of respect from me, baby.
But, honey...you need to take care of yourself, too. Don't you forget about that, ok?
Hugs ( big hugs, you big rascal )

Thx .will take that on board
Hugz

Sweet Sammie,

You should change your signature to:

Your above average grandmother,

Or even better!!!!

Your above average sweetheart!


You give such positive support and love unselfishly to others.

Thanks for all that you for do!

Aw, Lotus...you are gonna make me cry...you stop that.
I have had too much crying the last week as it is.
But thanks.