Just thought a quick explanation about my disappearance and an apology was in order.
All the stuff in my life in the last 18 months finally caught up and nailed me.
I finally went and talked to my doctor and got a diagnosis of depression and an anxiety disorder. Nothing I did not know already but at least I'm getting treatment now. Bottled out about mentioning gender dysphoria to my doctor but might talk to my psychiatrist.
I apologise if I was negative in my posts and for not answering emails. I will get to them. Got some catching up to do! Yay!
I'm much happier and optimistic now. Looking forward to starting NBE.
I would also like to thank Fosters, Jack Daniel's and most of all the Chartreuse Monks for helping me with their alcoholic beverages.