yeah i have read that BO unlike other phyto's or herbal estro's it is irreversible business and can actually re program the endocrine system hormonally to work as a woman, even far after you quit taking it, given you've taken it long enough. And that any effects lil to small are absolutely irreversible.
I took it earlier this year about 8 pills a day of Swansons as I wanted fast results and thought it was safer than PM took it for a month and quit when testicular pain was too much to bare and my testes have remained the same size as well as semen content being cloudier than whiter. Used to be thick and white now its just cloudy and not so much. Hoping I didn't do too much damage as I'd like to have kids possibly one day but I like you am sticking to PM till I figure out my gender issues