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Due to the ongoing health issues I am having I have decided to take a break from NBE and from these forums. I don't know if/when I will return to either as I honestly don't see my health improving. So with that I would like to thank everyone here for being such amazing and awesome people. I hope that each of you succeeds in your goals and finds happiness and joy within yourselves and with your lives. I consider each of you friends and I am glad that I had the chance to meet you all.
Blessed Be.
~Elain
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(14-03-2015, 08:19 AM)ElainMoria Wrote: Due to the ongoing health issues I am having I have decided to take a break from NBE and from these forums. I don't know if/when I will return to either as I honestly don't see my health improving. So with that I would like to thank everyone here for being such amazing and awesome people. I hope that each of you succeeds in your goals and finds happiness and joy within yourselves and with your lives. I consider each of you friends and I am glad that I had the chance to meet you all.
Blessed Be.
~Elain
I hope you are ok elain. I have enjoyed our banter. I wish you well x
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I hope you are able to regain your health and return to us soon.
Good luck.
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Sorry to hear about your health problems. I hope things get better for you. If at all possible it would be nice to hear from you to see how you are doing. Take care.
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he don't know you but get well and good luck
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I hope you are able to reclaim your health and feel better soon, ElainMoria!
Xo, Soli
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I'm back again.. at least for a few days or so anyway. Here is what was going on with me...
I had to have another test on my heart. Ended up being fine and the cardiac specialist said my heart is in excellent shape. That's good, and encouraging considering I have had 3 heart attacks. But prior to (and for several days after) the test I dove into a severe depression and was struggling with it and a really heavy bout of GD. It was pretty bad (the GD). Couple that with the depression and I wasn't in a very good place at all.
I managed not to do anything insanely stupid like castrate myself etc but I won't deny the struggle not to was almost lost. I'm still depressed and I am still going through a deep bout of GD (more than my 'normal' level of constant GD) so things are only 'ok' with me right now. I'm not really back so much as checking in.... yeah it's hard to stay away from here.
~E
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Elain I am very sorry to hear of your health problems, especially the bouts of depression, I know it can be hard to see an end to it. You are in my thoughts, and hope very soon you are back to writing your picture words.
