Thank you flamesabers and elainecd for the responses, very much appreciated.
Yes flamesabers I too have been through a myriad of what if scenarios of why's and why not's etc. While that's all fine and dandy, it's still a bit frustrating not getting any feedback or responses. I am not just talking about for what I post, I mean for what others post as well. We all take the time to share, or inquire on the forum, and for me, it feels a little disheartening when little to no comments are left, yet there were tons of views. I can't be the only one that has a sense of disappointment when that happens.
To me I begin to wonder if what I post even matters, does anyone even care, is it helpful etc. I suppose it is somewhat beneficial to me. Tracking my progress on my own, I probably wouldn't have kept up with it. But sharing my thoughts and progress on here makes it a routine, and an easy place to see how I am progressing.
I wonder what next years me, will think of what past me thought or did.
As for the heavy disagreements I have been seeing lately, I suppose it is natural and inevitable, we all have our beliefs, and personal opinions. Some are just more stubborn and strong willed about those than others. I just don't find it necessary to be insulting or condemn others because of a difference of opinion. What is that saying, if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all.
Elainecd, lately it feels more than just occasional. Perhaps I am just blowing it out of proportion. Well either way, as I mentioned, I am sure it is bound to happen.