Well damn I start training Monday next week, 40 hours total, 8 hours a day, 5 days... WTF this sounds like WORK

Gotta be at the PO downtown at 7:30 AM every day which means Im gonna have to be up at 5:30 AM and out the door by 7:00... Gotta have at least 20-30 minutes to have some coffee and wake up and then at least an hour to get ready to go... Used to take me 10-15 minutes to get ready to go... I can at least do make up and get my hair presentable in 30 minutes if I hurry but still this sounds like it could be pretty damn stressful


Only been off on a LONG vacation for 7 years now, gonna be interesting!!!!
Actually the one thing that bothers me most is I have to wear closed toed shoes

I hardly ever do that now except for boots but its summer and I like to wear sandles, flip flops or wedges and I won't be able to... Im hoping they don't give me shit for wearing flats

And I hate flats and also tennis shoes but at least I don't have to wear an ugly ass USPS uniform

Outta be eye opening going into this as a woman!!!
Lately Ive been going with 20-24mg of EV every 4 days and that's better than every 5, at least I feel no need to supplement with pills or gel... Still thats a lot of E but any less and I just don't feel as good

I have been able to cut down my spiro to 200mg a day but Im not comfortable going any lower than that... Still on the Dutas as well but Id like to go off it I think... But Im paranoid about any possibility of T poisoning, probably irrational on all that E though
I took a week off the P and Im back on 200mg a day for now... My Prolution Depot should be here today or tomorrow but Im scared to take a shot I guess... I mean If I don't like this shit I'll be dealing with the effects for at least a week... Not sure I want to change things too much on top of the stress of starting work... But Im sure my curiosity will get the best of me