very intriguing! definitely would never have thought something like this would be defining. But it's exactly how I always feel. I will be fine and dandy for a moment or month or more and out of nowhere get so sad i am not a woman, when this started for me i would just masturbate cause well thoughts like that would go away afterward of course, except they never did, i just got more sad that it remained and I was in desperation to be a female....which lead me to pm, natureday and such. But after a day or days or weeks of these feelings and emotions i out of nowhere go back to working out and wanting to just be the best male i can be. Thought I was just F'ed up in the head or conditioned my brain to be weird like that. Thanks for the sharing its really nice to know where I feel I fit in as well on the spectrum of identity