18-11-2015, 02:22 PM
I am on a quest to completely feminize my body with an ultimate goal of living my days out as a woman.
I have used various NBE and syn hormones regimes to gain a certain level of success. I do have small breasts. I have lost muscle mass and my lines are more feminine. And then there is the topic of this thread my boy bits. OK I will say it, my penis. I have this love hate relationship with it. In some ways I love that I have one. It denotes that I am a special kind of woman, or looking at it a different way, that I man not a man. You Choose. I hate it when it gets hard, especially at night. Stupid thing wakes me up in the middle of the night throbbing and wanting to be played with. I hate that
When I was on EstraFem, it was soft and seemed smaller, no nocturnal erections. Now that I have been on BO for 4 months, it seems to have grown back to its original size and is hard every night at 2 AM. I think it is trying to tell me it wants to slip inside my wife. My mind is saying it would much rather have one slip inside of me, but that is a different thread.
I am much happier when my boy bits are small soft and useless. I would much rather they look like a preteen's and the rest of my body look like the mature woman I working so hard to become.
So to the group, DO YOU IKE YOUR BOY BITS.
On the side, what NBE do i need to take and for how long do I have to take them to make my boy bits small and useless.
I have used various NBE and syn hormones regimes to gain a certain level of success. I do have small breasts. I have lost muscle mass and my lines are more feminine. And then there is the topic of this thread my boy bits. OK I will say it, my penis. I have this love hate relationship with it. In some ways I love that I have one. It denotes that I am a special kind of woman, or looking at it a different way, that I man not a man. You Choose. I hate it when it gets hard, especially at night. Stupid thing wakes me up in the middle of the night throbbing and wanting to be played with. I hate that
When I was on EstraFem, it was soft and seemed smaller, no nocturnal erections. Now that I have been on BO for 4 months, it seems to have grown back to its original size and is hard every night at 2 AM. I think it is trying to tell me it wants to slip inside my wife. My mind is saying it would much rather have one slip inside of me, but that is a different thread.
I am much happier when my boy bits are small soft and useless. I would much rather they look like a preteen's and the rest of my body look like the mature woman I working so hard to become.
So to the group, DO YOU IKE YOUR BOY BITS.
On the side, what NBE do i need to take and for how long do I have to take them to make my boy bits small and useless.
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