(02-12-2015, 01:59 PM)Dana Mantra Eon Wrote: Well friends, I'm back. I did a lot to try and figure out other sides of myself, but I just kept coming back to needing to try this for real (three months or so). So I came up with a new plan to help me separate my fetish from my true self: nofap. Yeah, that reddit sub. As much as I don't agree with everything they say, It's been very helpful to take a couple months off of porn and masturbation and just utterly retract (overt) sexuality from my feelings of transition.
I started my plan last night, and will be adding it to the programs section in a month, along with pics, and my various responses. Thank you all for being so understanding and helping me out here. Looking forward to the ride.
(02-12-2015, 01:59 PM)Dana Mantra Eon Wrote: Well friends, I'm back. I did a lot to try and figure out other sides of myself, but I just kept coming back to needing to try this for real (three months or so). So I came up with a new plan to help me separate my fetish from my true self: nofap. Yeah, that reddit sub. As much as I don't agree with everything they say, It's been very helpful to take a couple months off of porn and masturbation and just utterly retract (overt) sexuality from my feelings of transition.Glad to hear your coming to terms with it, and the temporary withdrawl from the other activity should lend to clearer thinking during your ride. wishing you the best.
I started my plan last night, and will be adding it to the programs section in a month, along with pics, and my various responses. Thank you all for being so understanding and helping me out here. Looking forward to the ride.
(16-09-2015, 11:48 PM)Sillygirl37 Wrote: Dana, when I first started getting into my transition, I had the same emotions for about 6 months before I decided that I really wanted this. I did the same as you, thinking I was a cross dresser and tried it and later feeling disgusted like it was freaky. I then begin to think about herbs, then ordering hormones. Then going back to getting rid of them. Eventually, the disgust starting getting less as I started to understand what my goals were going to be. One day, the disgust didn't come back and I decided to go all the way.