For me having breasts and being all male no cd or trans means being aware of yourself and cautious of life in general. Mocking, eyeballing from ppl who know you and see whats changing, rumors cause ppl wont ask so they gossip. Breasts as a man is exciting as well too though. New sensations the shocking secret no one knows till they see it, the scandalous secrecy from those lije a wife gf or family and seeing if they buy your excuse i am excited and very nervous for when my bust bursts and my chest in my fitted shirts is round and projective not squared and firm. Being off Natureday more than on has restricted growth but I get very scared after a bit and throw it away just to find in a month or two im back to ordering. Im truly stuck and embedded in this desire and dont think i can escape even if i wanted to. Eventually it always comes back. At 30 im curious if by 40 if my chest will go from a cup to c cup or more from the small use of product over years. Though i should load up my arsenal before married so my one day wife doesnt intercept my mail lol.My shirts are alread tight and show what looks like developed pecs but are def soft to the touch and laying on my side i have noticable cleavage in my tank tops. Im nervous as heck to get to a point where a bra is absolutely necessary or more comfortable and anxious about that day of telling my fiance/wife i truly need a bra. Shes ok with it, not turned on but accepting if they grow more (she thinks its just an inconclusive reason). But so now you have boobs is a wonderful thing. Mine are big enough for new sexual sensation but small enough to conceal, i can feel the tissue growth and beginning to curl and create a curve in my outside breast area and hoping this new order is going to boost me a bit. I would love to try PM more especially with its anti aging and preventative balding proof and maybe i will in 500mg doses but doses to get real results is jist too risky for me now that would cause infertility, malfunction, and other stuff. :/ sorry for the ramble