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08-12-2015, 06:53 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-12-2015, 06:54 PM by
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I have seen a few older posts here about PM or ( NBE) not being addictive. I'm guessing it's not addictive if you compare addiction to mind altering recreational drugs, however in my experience I would say it can be addictive in its own right. The feelings some of us have put up with for years, as background noise that got louder and louder until we could not take it anymore and ended up here to start a journey of self exeptance with the help of PM. We soon forget how powerfull those feeling where, how loud that noise she kept making in our heads that PM helped calm down.
After taking a short 7 days off PM, that noise, that feeling came back like a freight train.
So is PM addictive .. I would say yes, but in its own way.
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I felt the same way about BO. I was down to a few bottles, so i bought ten one week, 15 bottles the next...a quiet fear in my mind not wanting to run out. Plus i have a pound of Pm extract powder in reserve to be put into capsules.... yeah....i didnt want to run out.
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it is only addictive in as far as being able to think clearly and have overall less GD Symptoms. (atleast for me anyway)
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I agree it has a calming effect mentally. I find myself taking pm even when i tell myself that I want to take a break. What if one just wanted the calming effect and mental benefits of pm . Not the breasts or Body changes? Is it worth it?
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I am totally addicted to PM...In the future I would want to become pregnant again and ever since I take PM I fear that moment bc I would have to stop taking PM. And I cant, I just cant, pm gave me so much calmness, it made me totally zen. Less moodswings, ongoing problems in my life which kept me mentally busy before are now easier to put aside..PM faded the heaviness of my problems so its beter controlable..and it really improves my life.. My mood improved so much..Im laughing my ass off since I take PM, I cant stop making jokes, I cant stop cuteling my BF. Its just amazing stuff.
I cant imagine PM can bring me bad side effects, maybe thats a dangerous thought?? Bc I would love to take PM for the rest of my life but I dont know if we can?
Anyhow to make a long story short I'm addicted bc of its emotional benefits, more then the breasts benefit.
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I don't think's addictive for me, I stopped for four days recently and noticed no mental changes. (I'm using BO) However I like what it's doing for my hairline and my nipple sensitivity, so I just ordered 6 more bottles.
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Its definitely addictive to me. Idk of its the herb or the desire either or every time i walk away and toss my reserves and current supplies a month maybe 2 3 4 5 maybe a week whatever the time may be it essentially comes back and crashes in to me like a drunk sriver. I am engaged and she has absolutely no idea and what worries me is when my chest becomes obvious breasts and noticeable to all who see me. Pushing out of shirts, nipple size, etc. What she will do. I feel slight gynecomastia you can explain, at 29 maybe lowered t, maybe diet or work environment with xenoestrogens present...but at 29 growing to a full a or b cup im not naive im sure it will bring serious suspicion. Im not fem in any way past shaving my legs nor do i have desires to be a female or crossdresser i just want sizable titties. Perhaps the trance of porn hypno videos, tg captions, forced fem stories have catapulted my mind in to a warp and havinf the access to herbs and creams and realizing they work and hrt and surgery isnt necessary anymore drives my addiction. While im at a mild a cup, not quite full. And while volume is there not so much shape yet i can still conceal them but when they take off....i wonder if ill really be able to stop after real shape takes place...or if ill be like F it i have breasts now officially why stop tits are tits i have them now so why stop...i wish there were more guys here who like me dont tell their spouse at all and have great tips and excuses to get them to buy in to the idk why reasoning cause this addiction cannot be kicked for me. I mus have breasts i must keep growing even if its little by little even if it takes me 2 years to tet an a cup. My worry is i wont be able to stop nd by th time im 40 my slow pace will eventually lead to being solid c cups and ill wake up one day loke wtf so i do now wtf did i do to myself
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"Addictive" is a strong word with all sorts of negative connotations. That said, I have found it strangely difficult to stop it for long periods of time. No problem for a week or two, but then, to quote a song, "and you know that notion just crossed my mind." I get a little antsy, and I start to feel an impulse to take a little. I especially miss the sense of calmness, and the sensations in my breasts and nipples. In any case, the urge does not feel like it is based on reason or logic; it feels much more emotional, visceral, and like a compulsion. It is more right brain than left brain. So. . . perhaps the word "addictive" is not really wrong, just a little disturbing.
Do others have this sense as well?
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I agree, addictive is a little strong. But I couldn't think of another word that best describes my feelings when I am on my PM break.
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Merriam says yes-
very enjoyable in a way that makes you want to do or have something again
