[david7]

Thanks for that info....

After days of "shall i, can i , should i... what if im found out..etc etc.
i have just ordered one , so fingers crossed that no one but me picks up the package.... Oh and lets hope its not PINK.....

David

[kerensa]

Guess your other half dont know about what you want to do then??? If that is the case then i would be very carefull with pumping and dont leave on too long as you get crease marks where the domes have been, although these dont last too long.

Think this site is ace, as i thought i was the only person who was kinda confused about their gender identity, felt for years as if i am two people in one, but despite seeing councillors and thinking i might be TS i just felt no one understood where i was coming from and got fed up feeling as if i was some kind of circus freak. I am lucky that i have got a very understanding wife, shes not exactly over the moon with what i want to do, but understands its something i got to have to become the "real" me!

[david7]

I am lucky that i have got a very understanding wife,



I envy you in that regard.....and you are correct,this is all totally ingognito, so to speak, My Partner would never understand, and i have no compulsion to speak to her about it..(yet ) too much to lose ....
Although , if all goes to plan (ie : Growth ) then , who knows,

David

[kerensa]

I know everyones got there reasons for keeping quiet and i realise i am very lucky having a wife supports me. I did see somewhere round here that one man had grown breasts and his wife wanted him to go bigger, i would feel uncomfortable if my wife was like that. I do not put any pressure on my wife to treat me as a female and i dont expect her to understand why i feel the way i do.

I have had 19 partners in my lifetime (not that im counting mind) and i have told everyone near enough from day one what i am like...most have said they dont care, but then treated me like crap, my wife now is the first person i have ever met who just treats me like a normal person its not been easy at times for either of us, but we do have a laugh at times and how many blokes do you know that dont nag when their partners just want to spend all day going girly shopping, i love it!

[david7]

just want to spend all day going girly shopping, i love it!


At the moment, "girly shopping " is my worst nightmare...(at the moment )
In Fact, Shopping of any sort is a big no no , which is probably why i much prefer to be butt naked at any chance i get...(most of this morning in the back garden )

David

[Cheryl1989]

Hi everyone, i was reading what you was saying about transexuals on porn sites lol. The reason many have fake boobs is because they cannot grow there own very well, unfortunatly nature is very selective in this area, some male to female transexuals grow very large natural breasts but this is about the 40% mark of all transexuals, 20% of m2f transexuals even with years of hormone therapy develop no breasts atall and the other 40% develop small tanner stage 2 breasts, so thats 60% of male to female transexuals who want larger breasts have implants. Theres no way to tell and its all down to getting the hormones exactly right in your body, it does not matter how much estrogen you put in your body, if you are still producing alot of testosterone then this will fight it all the way and your results will be not as good and take longer, but if you lower your testosterone it will effect your sex drive and erectile function so for men who just want breasts its difficult as your hormones are fighting each other at every turn, this is the reason many men have smaller breasts than there female couterparts. I only ever wanted breasts to begin with but because my testosterone became so low due to illness my body went crazy so to speak and i began to change drasticly, this is when i visited a doctor as i was worried and from then on i began to enjoy how i felt and the changes that where going on and i began life as a woman and never looked back, many think i was a transexual when i started my NBE, but i wasent, i was just a man wanting boobs lol so when i look back its kind of surreal lol good luck everyone.
Hugs Cheryl xxxx

[david7]

I posted this update on my program page, so i thought i would share on the general board


Hi all

just thought i would check in with an update,
Its been 23 days since i started using PM, (although i had a break of 7 days within that period, as i was re-thinking the whole process and doing extra research,), i was taking the prescribed dose to start with, 1 x 500mg after Breakfast, and one before bedtime,
After i resumed my program i upped the dosage to 2x500mg twice a day,
I have now moved to 3x500mg twice a day,(for the last 5 days ) (there was a post from someone that said "you need to KICKSTART the process ).
And i have to say, in my case, it seems to be working,
Just a few of the things that i have noticed are a much rounder and softer butt, softer skin, erect nipples, aches in both boobs, shirts are a tighter fit,and my arms keep catching my erect nipples, ..., I havent had any adverse reactions to taking a larger dose of PM, (the general consensus seems to be that it is about as toxic as water ) but then again, i think that may depend on the individual,... whatever works i guess ,
I have a noog but not keen, i prefer to massage, (most enjoyable )
I have to add that when i started this program all i wanted was a pair of girly boobs, it would appear that i now want more than that, as i have been looking at buying dresses, girly underwear, bras, etc etc .
As of this moment ,i am in a good place, i love what is happening to my body, there is definatley femminization (spell) going on here , and i love it

[robbirahman]

I have never been very hairy at all, so I assume that the difference between me and hairy shaved me was not too drastic.

[Chrissiegirl]

From the kick start girl.
Tonight I have posted, on another thread, my latest thoughts on PM, dosages and timescales. Patience is paramount. We all desire boobs, so much, that we forget how long it takes a genetic woman to develope them. Recently I have gone from large moobs to real boobs and, in many ways the changes are small, but the effect on my appearance, is fundanemtal. I have gained bulk on my upper chest, without any great difference in cup size and after 17 months of PM. Now I have to wear a bra full time and cannot disguise the fact of having boobs. I was not really prepared for this one, as I thought it would all be a gentle outward progression. To suddenly be confronted, with the effect of a small increase of size, on my upper chest, has been the biggest deal, in my story, so far.

[sarahwr]

Hi Chrissiegirl.

It's nice to see your posts again on the site.

You have been an inspiration to me and to hear of your further development encourages me for the future.

I have been on PM for 6 months now. I take the dose recommended by my supplier of 2 capsules before breakfast and 2 before retiring to bed.

The main change has been the increase in fat in the area below my chest down to my stomach in that I seem to have lost any shape I had.

I too have what could be called "manboobs" however I can't say they are breast shaped, so to hear of your recent changes gives me hope for the future.

There have been several references to "kick starting" ones programme. I still experience the effects of taking my PM so I am reluctant to increase my dosage.

What do you think may have been the result of not kick starting your programme please?

Kind regards,

sarahwr