I had high hopes a couple of months ago to post a general program thread along with some progress pictures, and for the first month, that seemed to be a promising reality. Unfortunately, thing seemed to not only be slowing down, but in fact, reversing. I'm perplexed, to say the least. This was my program starting 12/2/2015:
-PM 2k/day
-SP 1.5k/day
-2 tbsp coconut oil ingested (halted on 10th for nausea)
-breast message 15 mn 2xday (halted somewhere around 20th due to chronic shoulder pain caused by a cyst)
-Green Tea, approx. 2-3 cups/day (halted around 25th)
By the end of December, I had really nice, hard, swelling in my pre-existing breast buds (a carry over from a time I self medded on pharma), extremely tender/swelled/slightly erogenous nipples, dark areolas, a cessation of morning erections, and some really great "pink fog" that made me feel really giddy and happy. At the end of December, I wanted to get a bit more aggressive with my plan, so I switched to this on 1/6/2016:
-PM 2kmg/day
-2x dropper / day Reishi Mushroom Ethanol based extract
(organic Herb Pharm brand)(sublingual)(approx. 1360 mg)
-2x White Peony (Full Spectrum Swanson brand)(1200 mg) / day
I tried PC cream for one night, and it made me feel terrible. I'm not sure if that was a psychosomatic effect or not, but not long after I took it, I felt like I got forcibly jerked straight out of my pink fog, which was really upsetting. I spent twenty days on that plan, and really, it was a bit of a nightmare. I was constantly moody. Feeling terrible. Just depressed and angry all the time. The pink fog, which I had so thoroughly enjoyed the first month was all but gone. In its place was just a constant state of irritation. The tenderness in my nipples slowly disappeared. My buds shrank back down from marble/golf ballish size to flat discs. Even erections seemed to come a little easier. I was dismayed, and confused, to say the least. Here I was thinking that by adding stronger AA's, I'd have more success. I came to the conclusion that perhaps my AA sources where just too cheap, and decided to purchase a 4 oz. bottle of white peony extract from HawaiiPharm. Having done some extra research here, I also decided to try upping my PM dose to see if I could get any of the effects that I had the first month. My new program as of 1/26/2016:
-PM 3k mg/day
-White Peony Extract (under tongue) 2 droppers/3x day (HawaiiPharm brand)
Although I'm more confident that this brand of peony is of quality, I haven't noticed switching to it making an immediate difference (as I did notice with the SP combo). So, does anyone have any thoughts as to why suddenly things aren't working? What confused me most about all of this is how much weaker SP is supposed to be, and yet, I got the most success with it. For the record, in case anyone is wondering, I didn't feel a reduction or reversal of growth when cutting out coconut oil or green tea. It was a constant state of improvement right up until I switched from my first program to the reishi/peony mix.