(23-03-2016, 02:25 PM)ArcaneKatana Wrote: Haha, yeah there are other threads with a lot of info. I've not actually been here that long yet (just a few weeks) so I'm still finding out what threads have what info in them and stuff.
Hmm... Offhand, from what I'm closing in my browser so far today?
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=25747&page=5 Katana's massage only program.
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=25123&page=8&highlight=prostate – DHT thread – See Lotus’s post #79
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=17436&page=344 – Project X (Lotus) – Secondary carriers
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=17436&pid=169132&highlight=fish+oil+testosterone#pid169132
Bigger Areolas
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.ph...401&page=3 – See post 24 by Lotus to get info on melanin enhancement.
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=23910 Massage posts (New Program for DDs - Chiyomilk Alternatives)
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=17436&page=327 – More Project X valuable info
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=17436&page=7 – Post 63 for more on massage
http://www.websupportcenter.com/healthce...easts.html - another massage link
http://breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=12658 – Waist reduction thread
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=13093&page=22 – Corsetry thread
http://junebugsandgeorgiapeaches.blogspo...-june.html - Blog on corsetry
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=13093 – Page 1 corsetry
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=17436&pid=173983#pid173983 Project X with details on Estrogen Alpha vs. Beta receptors
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=25341 - coconut oil vs. Candida yeast; Green Tea extract
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=24358 - Guide 101 ;-)
I will state, there's a BIG issue I'm running into now: The longer we wait, the less we can achieve.
It's slapping me in the face every which way I turn. Most of my life has been spent tying to make others happy, and I've got nothing of import to me at this point. A woman who wants to be a man; my bank account was FLUSH before I met her; now it's empty. Lost my family, essentially (estranged). And there are multiple reasons for that - such as, even my boss (sensitive or observant guy himself) won't touch me - he noticed my reactions, I guess. Dad was a bit liberal with punishment... Etc.
Even if I figure I can correct some of the most egregious things in a decade - that's the groundwork, some practice, and some successes - it's a bit late for starting. (But the alternative is a total waste, and maybe a disaster, so it's not like there's a choice.)
Just need to plow through, get moving, and dedicate yourself to your own life. (and I'm working on taking my own advice. I KNOW how hard that can be to implement.)
-Dianna
PS: The woman was commenting on how nice my goatee looked last night.. How it looked good all filled in.
I wanted to hit her.
Not because there was malice on her part or anything, but... I just HATED that she noticed that. I'm guessing it was like if I commented on how her chin needs plucking (frequently does.) I do believe it's confirmed dysphoria.
And she cannot understand it, but since her mother beat her as a child - I've suggested she think about whether she hates women. I've got issues with men; maybe she's got issues with women. We'll see what happens with the EAP.