13-08-2016, 07:11 PM
Have done a trial of 12 Swansons BO a day for the past 16 days - my breasts are noticeably more round than before I started and my nipples are so sensitive and permanently erect.
I have had almost continual growth pains for the past week - it does stop when lying down though but my breasts now feel really heavy and full. Part of me is worried they are getting too big but then at the same time the pain tells me they are growing and my female brain just wants them to get bigger and reminds me this was why I started taking BO, I have been massaging them with coconut oil mainly to get the left one to match the right one, so dont know if the increased BO alone is causing the growth or whether the massage is helping as well!
Got an all over wax today whist doing my side the beautician asked me to hold my breast out of the way at one point and she actually used the term breast as well which kind of freaked me out a little but then she just carried on and didnt seem fazed by my breasts, so I kind of relaxed again - she didnt mention anything else but she definately knew it wasnt just gyanemastia. To be honest I actually got more aroused when she was waxing my chest than my boy bits and didnt feel uncomfortable with being completely nude in front of her so am definately going back there, am hoping that regular waxing will help reduce the body hair - it definately makes epilating easier and much less painful!
There is definately a mental line I think I have crossed, my brain is just telling me its right I have breasts and they need to be bigger and I need to lose more weight etc I can see why women have or can have major body issues though. Once my skin doesnt feel like its on fire Ill post a pic up of progress - its been 5 weeks since my last pic - I definately have some side boob now which I didnt have then but also feel like I have now have two huge weights strapped to my chest.
I defined this process as a journey initially and I still dont know where I am heading - I do know that the train has picked up a lot of speed recently!
Megan
I have had almost continual growth pains for the past week - it does stop when lying down though but my breasts now feel really heavy and full. Part of me is worried they are getting too big but then at the same time the pain tells me they are growing and my female brain just wants them to get bigger and reminds me this was why I started taking BO, I have been massaging them with coconut oil mainly to get the left one to match the right one, so dont know if the increased BO alone is causing the growth or whether the massage is helping as well!
Got an all over wax today whist doing my side the beautician asked me to hold my breast out of the way at one point and she actually used the term breast as well which kind of freaked me out a little but then she just carried on and didnt seem fazed by my breasts, so I kind of relaxed again - she didnt mention anything else but she definately knew it wasnt just gyanemastia. To be honest I actually got more aroused when she was waxing my chest than my boy bits and didnt feel uncomfortable with being completely nude in front of her so am definately going back there, am hoping that regular waxing will help reduce the body hair - it definately makes epilating easier and much less painful!
There is definately a mental line I think I have crossed, my brain is just telling me its right I have breasts and they need to be bigger and I need to lose more weight etc I can see why women have or can have major body issues though. Once my skin doesnt feel like its on fire Ill post a pic up of progress - its been 5 weeks since my last pic - I definately have some side boob now which I didnt have then but also feel like I have now have two huge weights strapped to my chest.
I defined this process as a journey initially and I still dont know where I am heading - I do know that the train has picked up a lot of speed recently!
Megan