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(30-07-2017, 08:52 PM)julieTG Wrote: Myranda
Well all I can say is this
Low dose e is significantly and in fact massively different to pm use
I am having thoughts and desires now that I simply did not have with even 2 years on pm
So how do you explain that ?
Before e I was so far to left hand side of the fence the transition word was not even used in my head
In 9/10 weeks on e I admit one day I could transition and in fact would look forward to the idea ?
Julie
Julie, I cannot explain it. About the best I can do, would be to say that Being on E, has allowed your "Body & Mind" to become "awakened" of sorts. But there are plenty of stories of people who are quite happy without transitioning and just need something to help quiet the noise as it were. And I would hope it would go without saying that I'm not saying or otherwise implying that transitioning or wanting to transition is a bad thing. Who knows I may end up deciding to transition one day. I have enough questions about myself, who I am and whatI want to last a hundred lifetimes to try and sort through. Something brought me onto this path, and I'm exploring it looking for answers. It may not be the traiditonal path, but it is mine nonetheless to walk.
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Well real e must be making me brave
My new hand made bra arrived Saturday
I don't like bras but some days I have a real need desire to wear them
Popped it on today at work , then popped home and read, then it was so comfy I decided to go out too our local pub and have a meal in 27 deg heat
It was great, no sweat, it just felt natural
Very pleased that I wore it comfortably in this heat
Yeh
And it's a full A cup and firm in the cups now with projecting nipples
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Mind you when I was sat there with growing sensitive breasts I reflected and thought of a stunning beautiful transsexual I chat with and who keeps underestimating and understating her beauty and thought if I were her age in life, had her looks, her figure, her lack of constraints, I Would transition in a heartbeat and dump all this roller coaster stuff
It's tough for older girls like us
I love and enjoy my life , but this constant obsession
?????
Julie
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(27-08-2017, 07:50 PM)julieTG Wrote: Mind you when I was sat there with growing sensitive breasts I reflected and thought of a stunning beautiful transsexual I chat with and who keeps underestimating and understating her beauty and thought if I were her age in life, had her looks, her figure, her lack of constraints, I Would transition in a heartbeat and dump all this roller coaster stuff
It's tough for older girls like us
I love and enjoy my life , but this constant obsession
?????
Julie
I know exactly what you mean. Once I was shown this door and opened it and walked through, every time I try to exit and leave it behind, I find myself having turned around and walking back through it. And oddly enough, every time I go further.
And now, this time, I'm not sure I want to stop. I don't really feel any different. Not better and certainly not worse, except for the hole this decision/path has created.
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Well
its amazing how breasts even on tiny doses of E can jump a little
Been on patches since Thursday and thought they had grown a fraction,
Now none of my bras fit, well they fit but just , and creases in the cups have gone,
Shape has changed a little also,
Perhaps the smoother flow of e from the patch has made a difference , rather than the daily application of gel ?,
No change on erections, every night have been shall we say active and hard , but when I wake the interest in porn
has depleted, but desire to be physical increased when I can catch her ?
Julie
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Well today is my low dose hrt anniversary
Just feel very normal. Lol, if normal can be applied to us
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(21-04-2018, 09:18 AM)julieTG Wrote: Well today is my low dose hrt anniversary
Just feel very normal. Lol, if normal can be applied to us
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Julie
Congrats! ❤️
How long has it been now?
And YES! Normal does apply to us, it`s just an ignorant society that tries to make us think we`re otherwise!
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>Low dose hormones are a tricky thing if you still need to present as male. They will trigger the desire to go further and before you know you're full-time and post-op in a matter of a year or two.
This thrills me & scares me at the same time. Every night this week I’ve been researching Low Dose E ... I’ve been tempted for months, and it has not gone away. I constantly heard people at work saying they notice I look different. Usually they’re saying they see I’m losing weight in my face. I smile & laugh & say it’s all fat shifting to my belly. (If they only knew). But, so many people say Low Dose is a slippery slope, and I am not a strong willed individual. Right now, I have too much to lose for the major facial changes that E provides, but dammit I want bigger boobies. LoL.
As I sit by the window, watching for my postal mail to deliver my PM order today ... sigh.
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(21-04-2018, 04:31 PM)Stevenator Wrote: >Low dose hormones are a tricky thing if you still need to present as male. They will trigger the desire to go further and before you know you're full-time and post-op in a matter of a year or two.
This thrills me & scares me at the same time. Every night this week I’ve been researching Low Dose E ... I’ve been tempted for months, and it has not gone away. I constantly heard people at work saying they notice I look different. Usually they’re saying they see I’m losing weight in my face. I smile & laugh & say it’s all fat shifting to my belly. (If they only knew). But, so many people say Low Dose is a slippery slope, and I am not a strong willed individual. Right now, I have too much to lose for the major facial changes that E provides, but dammit I want bigger boobies. LoL.
As I sit by the window, watching for my postal mail to deliver my PM order today ... sigh.
Low Dose E will make you want to go further. Nothing can be farther from the dose. Nothing can make you do anything.
What may happen is that the changes in your hormonal/chemical balance may be better suited to you and that can lead you to recognizing that you need to change. I've been on what many consider a full transition dose for the last 8-months and I am no where near deciding that I must or even want to completely transition.
But being on E compared to PM or any other herbal supplements will do 2 things:
1) Actually save you a ton of money, especially if you have decent insurance.
2) Change your body.
How fast your body does change though is completely up to your genetics. But your body will respond to E much faster and much better to Bioidentical E than it will to PM or other phytoestrogens.
