(06-10-2017, 11:39 AM)JeanniePA Wrote:(03-09-2017, 09:58 PM)Nikki9 Wrote:(03-09-2017, 07:20 PM)JeanniePA Wrote: wow Nikki - your breasts still look amazing and i'm sure at this point they will ALWAYS be that large even if you stopped taking BO. I'm so jealous !
What? Ive been off BO since like may... Im on real pharma grade Estrogen and Androcur (blocker).
coming up to my 4 month mark.
I think im at a point where I have 2 body fats on my stomach torso.... or im just bloated... But I cant seem to dip below 195lbs on my scale....
Sorry Nikki I havent been here for a while. Didnt know you abandoned BO. Is there a reason you stopped or did you plateau and didnt see any further growth? How does pharma feel different ? Side effects?
(22-10-2017, 10:55 AM)Nikki9 Wrote: Ah Nov 1st is rapidly approaching.
I think its been 5 months on Androcur now going for 6 in Nov.
The changes:
I have 0 taste for men or woman.
I have no erections and if I can even get it going which I barely have a urge for nothing comes out to very little.
My breasts have filled out a bit more... They have been sore the last week Like ow sore. Finally.
My new BFF sent me some texts and I got very VERY emotional had 3 crying fits for 1 hour couldn't stop. I havent cried since I was 10 but everything hit me all at once my family disowning me her texts, my other BFF getting a divorce from my old male BFF. Stupid stuff at work.
Ive had some fat redistribution but still remain in the 190-195 range... :I hate that.
my body is definable changing but Im still stuck on 2mg E.
I am planing on having a good long talk with my Nurse Practitioner about this and just moving straight to 4mg E on Nov 1st. Id like to be in a female range not a male range.
(22-10-2017, 05:04 PM)jannet.duff Wrote:yea life sucks what can you do but move forward.(22-10-2017, 10:55 AM)Nikki9 Wrote: Ah Nov 1st is rapidly approaching.
I think its been 5 months on Androcur now going for 6 in Nov.
The changes:
I have 0 taste for men or woman.
I have no erections and if I can even get it going which I barely have a urge for nothing comes out to very little.
My breasts have filled out a bit more... They have been sore the last week Like ow sore. Finally.
My new BFF sent me some texts and I got very VERY emotional had 3 crying fits for 1 hour couldn't stop. I havent cried since I was 10 but everything hit me all at once my family disowning me her texts, my other BFF getting a divorce from my old male BFF. Stupid stuff at work.
Ive had some fat redistribution but still remain in the 190-195 range... :I hate that.
my body is definable changing but Im still stuck on 2mg E.
I am planing on having a good long talk with my Nurse Practitioner about this and just moving straight to 4mg E on Nov 1st. Id like to be in a female range not a male range.
Wow .. The picture shows fantastic growth on just 2mg estrogen. Your body is obviously just loving it.
Sorry to read about all the other shit going on.
(26-10-2017, 11:14 AM)Nikki9 Wrote:(22-10-2017, 05:04 PM)jannet.duff Wrote:yea life sucks what can you do but move forward.(22-10-2017, 10:55 AM)Nikki9 Wrote: Ah Nov 1st is rapidly approaching.
I think its been 5 months on Androcur now going for 6 in Nov.
The changes:
I have 0 taste for men or woman.
I have no erections and if I can even get it going which I barely have a urge for nothing comes out to very little.
My breasts have filled out a bit more... They have been sore the last week Like ow sore. Finally.
My new BFF sent me some texts and I got very VERY emotional had 3 crying fits for 1 hour couldn't stop. I havent cried since I was 10 but everything hit me all at once my family disowning me her texts, my other BFF getting a divorce from my old male BFF. Stupid stuff at work.
Ive had some fat redistribution but still remain in the 190-195 range... :I hate that.
my body is definable changing but Im still stuck on 2mg E.
I am planing on having a good long talk with my Nurse Practitioner about this and just moving straight to 4mg E on Nov 1st. Id like to be in a female range not a male range.
Wow .. The picture shows fantastic growth on just 2mg estrogen. Your body is obviously just loving it.
Sorry to read about all the other shit going on.
I ll post some more pics later I shaved that nasty hair down with my electric so it looks better and epilated with the midevil torture device my face so ya....
I even found a foundation finally....in my shade Hurrah !!!
And Nov 1st is only 5 days away so I m gonna ask for 4mg instead of 3mg like Im sure they want to go on.
So ya 6 month mark coming up in nov... Kinda scary...
(30-10-2017, 10:53 AM)JeanniePA Wrote:(26-10-2017, 11:14 AM)Nikki9 Wrote:(22-10-2017, 05:04 PM)jannet.duff Wrote:yea life sucks what can you do but move forward.(22-10-2017, 10:55 AM)Nikki9 Wrote: Ah Nov 1st is rapidly approaching.
I think its been 5 months on Androcur now going for 6 in Nov.
The changes:
I have 0 taste for men or woman.
I have no erections and if I can even get it going which I barely have a urge for nothing comes out to very little.
My breasts have filled out a bit more... They have been sore the last week Like ow sore. Finally.
My new BFF sent me some texts and I got very VERY emotional had 3 crying fits for 1 hour couldn't stop. I havent cried since I was 10 but everything hit me all at once my family disowning me her texts, my other BFF getting a divorce from my old male BFF. Stupid stuff at work.
Ive had some fat redistribution but still remain in the 190-195 range... :I hate that.
my body is definable changing but Im still stuck on 2mg E.
I am planing on having a good long talk with my Nurse Practitioner about this and just moving straight to 4mg E on Nov 1st. Id like to be in a female range not a male range.
Wow .. The picture shows fantastic growth on just 2mg estrogen. Your body is obviously just loving it.
Sorry to read about all the other shit going on.
I ll post some more pics later I shaved that nasty hair down with my electric so it looks better and epilated with the midevil torture device my face so ya....
I even found a foundation finally....in my shade Hurrah !!!
And Nov 1st is only 5 days away so I m gonna ask for 4mg instead of 3mg like Im sure they want to go on.
So ya 6 month mark coming up in nov... Kinda scary...
Nikki,
Sorry to hear about your family. You always have support here. I hope you find what you are looking for and I'm glad you are going the medical route. Good luck and keep us posted.
(02-11-2017, 10:57 PM)Nikki9 Wrote: 3mg Estrogen ....I feel like nothing can break my spirit but at the same time everything does.
For instance I went shopping today. I spent $128 cad I got 4 things socks. Winter Hat cute :_) sweater ADORE it! and a winter jacket for 58 bucks.... mixed feeling when got home still was a steal for a parka womans jacket
I felt the high of the shop but now the loss of the $$$ I still want to go back for more.
So anyways ya 3 mg E :wish theyed let me go 4mg.
Speaking of which got a new cord for iphone so Ill be able to upload pictures again
Im still at 195lbs..... .... sigh
Id say my breasts are filling out slightly... My good Old friend Lotus knows about that...
Id say large 42B They do hurt like the dickens every day super sensitive,,,,
but god I cant lose anything from my stomach....
(03-11-2017, 05:21 AM)BeautifulBambi Wrote:(02-11-2017, 10:57 PM)Nikki9 Wrote: 3mg Estrogen ....I feel like nothing can break my spirit but at the same time everything does.
For instance I went shopping today. I spent $128 cad I got 4 things socks. Winter Hat cute :_) sweater ADORE it! and a winter jacket for 58 bucks.... mixed feeling when got home still was a steal for a parka womans jacket
I felt the high of the shop but now the loss of the $$$ I still want to go back for more.
So anyways ya 3 mg E :wish theyed let me go 4mg.
Speaking of which got a new cord for iphone so Ill be able to upload pictures again
Im still at 195lbs..... .... sigh
Id say my breasts are filling out slightly... My good Old friend Lotus knows about that...
Id say large 42B They do hurt like the dickens every day super sensitive,,,,
but god I cant lose anything from my stomach....
Sounds like the meds are starting to work for you
(06-11-2017, 01:46 PM)Nikki9 Wrote:(03-11-2017, 05:21 AM)BeautifulBambi Wrote:(02-11-2017, 10:57 PM)Nikki9 Wrote: 3mg Estrogen ....I feel like nothing can break my spirit but at the same time everything does.
For instance I went shopping today. I spent $128 cad I got 4 things socks. Winter Hat cute :_) sweater ADORE it! and a winter jacket for 58 bucks.... mixed feeling when got home still was a steal for a parka womans jacket
I felt the high of the shop but now the loss of the $$$ I still want to go back for more.
So anyways ya 3 mg E :wish theyed let me go 4mg.
Speaking of which got a new cord for iphone so Ill be able to upload pictures again
Im still at 195lbs..... .... sigh
Id say my breasts are filling out slightly... My good Old friend Lotus knows about that...
Id say large 42B They do hurt like the dickens every day super sensitive,,,,
but god I cant lose anything from my stomach....
Sounds like the meds are starting to work for you
As promised heres some of my babies
And then one of me in my new sweater :luv it.