Well

Now been on patches for 1 week boosted by 5 months ish of same dose gel

Only on 25mcg patch 
No anti androgens

Today

Breasts increasing rapidly , solid a cup now, 
Porn interest down 90%

Masturbation Down from average 2/3 times per day to nothing for 1.5 weeks
But it's ready to go at a moments encourage or green light from the wife

Transitioning thoughts are there, on a long time slow approach , well social anyway, physical transition will be earlier , 

Cool, calm, clear, focussed 
Paranoia and anxiety vanished

Still nervous that real estrogen will open pandora box but feel sooooooooooo much better on it

Hey ho

Julie

X

Will you know when it's opened? To me this post sounds like a comment on it just opening...

In summer when I was feeling girly I was down to about one orgasm per month. It feels like just about the right frequency. Am I too weird?

Well

Now been on patches for 1 week boosted by 5 months ish of same dose gel

Only on 25mcg patch 
No anti androgens

Today

Breasts increasing rapidly , solid a cup now, 
Porn interest down 90%

Masturbation Down from average 2/3 times per day to nothing for 1.5 weeks
But it's ready to go at a moments encourage or green light from the wife

Transitioning thoughts are there, on a long time slow approach , well social anyway, physical transition will be earlier , 

Cool, calm, clear, focussed 
Paranoia and anxiety vanished

Still nervous that real estrogen will open pandora box but feel sooooooooooo much better on it

Hey ho

Julie

X

Julie, from the sounds of it, one might say that you are teetering on the edge of the fence, if not having just fallen over the fence.

Then again, I'm not real big on the whole Pandora's Box or fence expressions in this regard...

Well could be opening? 

Trying too last about 10 years in stealth

We shall see

X

Julie

Well could be opening? 

Trying too last about 10 years in stealth

We shall see

X

Julie

I've been on sublinguial Estradiol (1 month 2mg/daily, 2 months 4mg/daily, 2 months 6mg/daily) for 5 months and 50mg/daily Spiro for 4 months and my chest has gained anywhere between 2.5 icnhes across to 3 inches, but still looks mostly flat with some minor projection noticable in my profile.  Mentally practically no change.  Need to encourage things to completion down below comes and goes but the amount is decreased, but it  still rises to the occasion on its own from time to time.

have you had your blood work done yet? I`m sure you should be on more spiro than 50 when you`re on 6mg of E a day.
I`m on 150mg/day and i`m only little (125-130lbs, 5`6), my T is just on the low side for an average female.

have you had your blood work done yet? I`m sure you should be on more spiro than 50 when you`re on 6mg of E a day.
I`m on 150mg/day and i`m only little (125-130lbs, 5`6), my T is just on the low side for an average female.

Yes I have, my doctor asked me if I wanted to increase my Spiro to 100mg/day (50mg/2x day) and I declined.  My T was right around 99.

Well could be opening? 

Trying too last about 10 years in stealth

We shall see

X

Julie

I guess in a way I am still stealth. I only go out once or twice a week. If I go shopping, its the next city over.
I still mostly present as male, especially at work. Although once you make a B cup and you have to wear a sports bra everyday, just to minimise your chest, stealth has a new meaning ..lol

Omg

My experiment may be a bit more long term 

Had a therapist session last night

We started off by thinking yes bi gender

At the end of 50 minutes she was thinking 

Trans woman in deep denial and Would I like hrt 

Omg 

Eeeeeek

Julie 
X

That is Sooo exciting! I`m really pleased for you! <3

I tried to wear that whole Bi-Gender thing in the beginning too, really beleived it as well, but it only lasted about a month before I just had to admit the Whole truth. After that life was never the same again (in a Good way).