[julieTG]

Well yes and no

Even my wife is ok with transitioning but my job simply could not take it

Not socially anyway

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Julie

[julieTG]

Hi all



Well this hrt experiment is still rocking but only on micro doses, I'm not as brave as some of you girls

But something is afoot 

My therapy session concluded last night as 3 important steps 

1
Tell 2 very close friends I'm gender fluid or trans or whatever 
As I'm bottling it all in
But would not tell anyone unless wife gives blessing, 

2
Julie should dress now even if only a night away in a hotel room with my wife and perhaps venture down for dinner if passable 
Ha I wish

3
Def start buying some female smart work blouses and trousers for work , that only Julie can tell

Umm interesting

This feels as if things are unraveling a bit here

We even discussed telling the kids so to stop all the hiding underwear and internet in house

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Julie

[julieTG]

One really interesting thing that she made me realise

Is

Now dressing and expression is of equal or more importance than breasts
For years it's been all about breasts 

Um ?

Julie

[Katie]

One really interesting thing that she made me realise

Is

Now dressing and expression is of equal or more importance than breasts
For years it's been all about breasts 

Um ?

Julie

Again, she`s perfectly correct! you have a Whole woman inside of you not just a body part  (you big tit!)! LOL
seriously though, she needs to be treated as a whole person too with all the aspects that Any person requires to be addressed. One of those will eventually be the need to Socialise as well.
when i forst started my transition it was all about Gender, and when I`d got all the other aspects of that covered more or less, I became lonely, I needed friends! not just the friends that i had, but friendships and connection with other women, I have that now, but at the time it was probably the most upsetting part of the whole thing, here I was gender free but at the same time still a prisoner socially.
so what started out about being just about gender, soon became about so much more than that! now i rarely even think about the gender side of things.
Making it all about "boobs" keeps it contained and controllable, just a single aspect that can be dealt with easily, sort of our brains way of not putting too much pressure on us in one go, still moving forwards in the direction it kbows it needs to go, but at the same time keeping it managable.
perfectly Human! it just means you`re growing (in other ways now). xx

[julieTG]

Crikey girl your up early 

Seriously have you thought of doing this stuff for a living

There is big demand for therapists

And an explosion trans therapy 

???????????

Your good at your shit girly 

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Julie

[Katie]

I`m up early most days, the teachers frow upon it when you bring your kids in late

And yes, i did work in Transgender Crisis Support for a coupe of months, but I had to leave because it was breaking my heart, I didn`t really have the strength to detatch, to me every case was Personal and I spent most of my time in tears after the case was done, I`d stay for however long it took to get that person back on track again, and I have prevented several suicides, but it was killing me instead, i was neglecting myself and my family, I wanted to help Everyone! i could feel what they were feeling, but there was never an end to it. so I had to leave. it was shortly after that that I left here and all things "trans" and took a year off just to live my life as an ordinary girl and hopefully get my shit together.
So nope, I can`t see myself doing this sort of thing on a full time basis, i don`t mind helping out the odd person here and there as life presents them to me, but I won`t go looking for trouble

[julieTG]

ooh

indeed

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Julie

[julieTG]

Hi all

well yesterday the HRT experiment continued as determined to run it for year ,

so now have ordered

50mcg patches and no blockers,

Boobs still tiny but a real shape now and want the growth as sloooooooooooooooooooow as can be and remain
functional

and still no problems in that dept, ie its too active ????

Interestingly though I have not reached my usual switch off point, ie normal and wtf moments,

Im still keen to continue

So I am starting too wonder if the 2000mg pm I used to be on is more t dampening or stronger than

25mcg patches

I suppose I will know when upgrade

One thing I have strongly noticed is the desire for the wife, its magnified greatly which is good I suppose, lol


Julie

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[jannet.duff]

Hi all

well yesterday the HRT experiment continued as determined to run it for year ,

so now have ordered

50mcg patches and no blockers,

Boobs still tiny but a real shape now and want the growth as sloooooooooooooooooooow as can be and remain
functional

and still no problems in that dept, ie its too active ????

Interestingly though I have not reached my usual switch off point, ie normal and wtf moments,

Im still keen to continue

So I am starting too wonder if the 2000mg pm I used to be on is more t dampening or stronger than

25mcg patches

I suppose I will know when upgrade

One thing I have strongly noticed is the desire for the wife, its magnified greatly which is good I suppose, lol


Julie

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I think you will find 50mcg patches are still less than the PM you were taking. I actually lost breast volume switching to patches..it was not until i got o to 100mcg that i stopped loosing volume.

[julieTG]

Interesting 
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Julie