01-06-2018, 10:00 PM
Now there's a topic I've hardly ever have seen discussed anywhere. I wonder if it is that uncommon? It seems like a very interesting topic, to me. But then, I may be more unusual than I think.
Myself, I have no feelings that I would recognize as gender dysphoria, and I'm plenty grateful for my male form and equipment. However, for reasons either simple or complex, I don't use my magic wand (even with a T level of 650), and envy having a female form. I do not relate at all to the concept of a phallus as a tool of dominance, but rather as a fountain of youth. I think of the vulva as a gateway to possibility, the vagina a doorway to life, the womb as a pool of gathered awareness and gate to infinity. Obviously, I glorify what I do not have. Nonetheless, women's crotches pull my eyes like a force field, and I oddly find myself wanting one of those biological star gates of my very own. Oops, I may have vagina envy.
Then it makes me wonder where, on the transgenderism spectrum, gender fluidity is the expression of an internal desire to be united with unrealized selves that we have inexplicably been separated from. I wonder whether there is something in our nature that wishes to transcend beyond the binary, and become complete.
Myself, I have no feelings that I would recognize as gender dysphoria, and I'm plenty grateful for my male form and equipment. However, for reasons either simple or complex, I don't use my magic wand (even with a T level of 650), and envy having a female form. I do not relate at all to the concept of a phallus as a tool of dominance, but rather as a fountain of youth. I think of the vulva as a gateway to possibility, the vagina a doorway to life, the womb as a pool of gathered awareness and gate to infinity. Obviously, I glorify what I do not have. Nonetheless, women's crotches pull my eyes like a force field, and I oddly find myself wanting one of those biological star gates of my very own. Oops, I may have vagina envy.
Then it makes me wonder where, on the transgenderism spectrum, gender fluidity is the expression of an internal desire to be united with unrealized selves that we have inexplicably been separated from. I wonder whether there is something in our nature that wishes to transcend beyond the binary, and become complete.