[julieTG]

Lotus feel free to move but think this correct ?

Julie

Hypersexuality
This could be an important thread for me and perhaps others
For years I have been puzzled as to why my reactions, extremes, feelings are totally off the scale compared to many of us here, (I am not the only one) though,
 I am manic in many things in my life and either have zero interest ins something or all over it head to toe,
Now  I have always put it down to being bi polar, or used to be and still a bit now, but when the fantasy and shall we say image viewing comes from the TG area, then I put it down to hormones out of whack, which apparently according to this condition , it is , but AMPLIFIED.
Now when I say amplified I really mean it, ie its debillatating, , massively invasive, and I mean 50% plus of the day , with no relief and sometimes more,
The other night I awoke with a very hard erection at 3.20am , every 20 minutes I awoke on sexual heat and the damn thing was still there, in the end I had to get up and deal with at 7.30am, at 8.30am , it came back,
Now this is really is not normal and a serious pain in the arse,
This condition was indeed my main driver to start estrogen , ie to calm and it did , however this bout of heat shall we say was when I came of estrogen for 2 weeks, I could feel the T climb so popped back on estrogen and thought , excellent that will calm it down, nope, what happened was estrogen actually increases my libido , so for a week ie last week ABSOLUTELY SKY ROCKETTED, wife moaned why is my unlimited broad band empty ??????, Julie looking faintly puzzled. Lol
X
Now my error , but this was in an attempt to keep erections for myself and lady wife, and yes when am in top mode , I still enjoy it , I have many modes, I never took anti androgens as I wanted estrogen to bring T level down, which to be fair it does,
BUT I do realise now that I need anti androgens at least in the draw for the 1-2 week periods when I upscale into Julie is as hot as a dog time,
Either that or the twins have got to go, and I shall work on T from bottom base Up, as this crap has got to stop,
However the point of this lengthy intro is, last night I found what I am , or at least what I suffer from , oh hum that’s only taken 20 years ?, well of discovery then the last 9 years digging in and fighting the fucker, then acceptance ?
 
Its called HYPERSEXUALITY,
2 of the main keys are me to a T, ie
People who suffer it are ofen Bi Polar and the triggers are often and can be those on hrt and can be t or e affected,
It really was a light bulb moment,
One of the main treatments was what I knew all along, anti androgens,
So it looks as if the aa are on the way, if that does not work, the evil twins better start preparing to be homeless and I am deadly serious,
Extracts as follows
Hypersexuality is a clinical diagnosis used by mental healthcare professionals for extremely frequent or suddenly increased libido. Nymphomania and satyriasis were terms previously used for the condition, in women and men respectively.
Hypersexuality may be a primary condition, or the symptom of another medical disease or condition, for example Klüver-Bucy syndrome or bipolar disorder. Hypersexuality may also present as a side effect of medication such as drugs used to treat Parkinson's disease, or through the administering of hormones such as testosterone and estrogen during hormone therapy. Clinicians have yet to reach a consensus over how best to describe hypersexuality as a primary condition,[1][2][3] or to determine the appropriateness of describing such behaviors and impulses as a separate pathology.
 
Consistent with there not being any consensus over what causes hypersexuality,[10] authors have used many different labels to refer to it, sometimes interchangeably, but often depending on which theory they favor or which specific behavior they were studying. Contemporary names include compulsive masturbation, compulsive sexual behavior,[11][12] cybersex addiction, erotomania, "excessive sexual drive",[13] hyperphilia,[14] hypersexuality,[15][16] hypersexual disorder,[17] problematic hypersexuality,[18] sexual addiction, sexual compulsivity,[19] sexual dependency,[9] sexual impulsivity,[20] "out of control sexual behavior",[21] and paraphilia-related disorder.[22][23][24]
People with bipolar disorder may often display tremendous swings in sex drive depending on their mood. As defined in the DSM-IV-TR, hypersexuality can be a symptom of hypomania or mania in bipolar disorder or schizoaffective disorder. Pick's disease causes damage to the temporal/frontal lobe of the brain; people with Pick's disease show a range of socially inappropriate behaviors.[53]
Some hypersexuals may treat their condition with the usage of medication (such as Cyproterone acetate) or any foods considered to be anaphrodisiacs.[77] O

[Beverley50]

Lotus feel free to move but think this correct ?

Julie

Hypersexuality
This could be an important thread for me and perhaps others
For years I have been puzzled as to why my reactions, extremes, feelings are totally off the scale compared to many of us here, (I am not the only one) though,
 I am manic in many things in my life and either have zero interest ins something or all over it head to toe,
Now  I have always put it down to being bi polar, or used to be and still a bit now, but when the fantasy and shall we say image viewing comes from the TG area, then I put it down to hormones out of whack, which apparently according to this condition , it is , but AMPLIFIED.
Now when I say amplified I really mean it, ie its debillatating, , massively invasive, and I mean 50% plus of the day , with no relief and sometimes more,
The other night I awoke with a very hard erection at 3.20am , every 20 minutes I awoke on sexual heat and the damn thing was still there, in the end I had to get up and deal with at 7.30am, at 8.30am , it came back,
Now this is really is not normal and a serious pain in the arse,
This condition was indeed my main driver to start estrogen , ie to calm and it did , however this bout of heat shall we say was when I came of estrogen for 2 weeks, I could feel the T climb so popped back on estrogen and thought , excellent that will calm it down, nope, what happened was estrogen actually increases my libido , so for a week ie last week ABSOLUTELY SKY ROCKETTED, wife moaned why is my unlimited broad band empty ??????, Julie looking faintly puzzled. Lol
X
Now my error , but this was in an attempt to keep erections for myself and lady wife, and yes when am in top mode , I still enjoy it , I have many modes, I never took anti androgens as I wanted estrogen to bring T level down, which to be fair it does,
BUT I do realise now that I need anti androgens at least in the draw for the 1-2 week periods when I upscale into Julie is as hot as a dog time,
Either that or the twins have got to go, and I shall work on T from bottom base Up, as this crap has got to stop,
However the point of this lengthy intro is, last night I found what I am , or at least what I suffer from , oh hum that’s only taken 20 years ?, well of discovery then the last 9 years digging in and fighting the fucker, then acceptance ?
 
Its called HYPERSEXUALITY,
2 of the main keys are me to a T, ie
People who suffer it are ofen Bi Polar and the triggers are often and can be those on hrt and can be t or e affected,
It really was a light bulb moment,
One of the main treatments was what I knew all along, anti androgens,
So it looks as if the aa are on the way, if that does not work, the evil twins better start preparing to be homeless and I am deadly serious,
Extracts as follows
Hypersexuality is a clinical diagnosis used by mental healthcare professionals for extremely frequent or suddenly increased libido. Nymphomania and satyriasis were terms previously used for the condition, in women and men respectively.
Hypersexuality may be a primary condition, or the symptom of another medical disease or condition, for example Klüver-Bucy syndrome or bipolar disorder. Hypersexuality may also present as a side effect of medication such as drugs used to treat Parkinson's disease, or through the administering of hormones such as testosterone and estrogen during hormone therapy. Clinicians have yet to reach a consensus over how best to describe hypersexuality as a primary condition,[1][2][3] or to determine the appropriateness of describing such behaviors and impulses as a separate pathology.
 
Consistent with there not being any consensus over what causes hypersexuality,[10] authors have used many different labels to refer to it, sometimes interchangeably, but often depending on which theory they favor or which specific behavior they were studying. Contemporary names include compulsive masturbation, compulsive sexual behavior,[11][12] cybersex addiction, erotomania, "excessive sexual drive",[13] hyperphilia,[14] hypersexuality,[15][16] hypersexual disorder,[17] problematic hypersexuality,[18] sexual addiction, sexual compulsivity,[19] sexual dependency,[9] sexual impulsivity,[20] "out of control sexual behavior",[21] and paraphilia-related disorder.[22][23][24]
People with bipolar disorder may often display tremendous swings in sex drive depending on their mood. As defined in the DSM-IV-TR, hypersexuality can be a symptom of hypomania or mania in bipolar disorder or schizoaffective disorder. Pick's disease causes damage to the temporal/frontal lobe of the brain; people with Pick's disease show a range of socially inappropriate behaviors.[53]
Some hypersexuals may treat their condition with the usage of medication (such as Cyproterone acetate) or any foods considered to be anaphrodisiacs.[77] O

Very interesting. I've always thought that there is something "wrong" with me, for it made me into what I am, but deep down one don't really know. I mean, why do a man want to be a woman? That simple question is very complicated, and only deepens the mystery. It HAS to do something with the brain, yet it is still a mystery. Hormones and such play a huge role I suppose, but the field is just so large.

We're all on some form of hrt. That's why we're here. A normal cis male would stumble onto this site and probably move on quickly to a sports or fishing or car site. No interest here. But to us it is so interesting to read each other's posts.

I still wonder every day about my condition, and what I am. I question myself every day, my motives, impulses, sexual fantasies, sexual interests and so on.

I am definitely not bipolar or suffer from the conditions you have described here, but I love sex too, and I am bisexual. I don't even question that. I know! And I love cyber porn too. It allows one to fantasize and dream in one's own world.

Tell me, if my question is not too pervasive (or disallowed by admin), but do you masturbate often? I do, every day, usually once, but seldom twice.

Also, it will not be possible to just get rid of the "evil twins". Once you have them, they're there for life. Breast tissue is permanent. Fatty tissue might go, but not breast tissue. I have a substantial amount of breast tissue. When I feel my breast I can feel the grainy tissue under my skin, all the way from behind my nipples into and under my armpits. That is permanent.

This is serious stuff.

[julieTG]

Lotus feel free to move but think this correct ?

Julie

Hypersexuality
This could be an important thread for me and perhaps others
For years I have been puzzled as to why my reactions, extremes, feelings are totally off the scale compared to many of us here, (I am not the only one) though,
 I am manic in many things in my life and either have zero interest ins something or all over it head to toe,
Now  I have always put it down to being bi polar, or used to be and still a bit now, but when the fantasy and shall we say image viewing comes from the TG area, then I put it down to hormones out of whack, which apparently according to this condition , it is , but AMPLIFIED.
Now when I say amplified I really mean it, ie its debillatating, , massively invasive, and I mean 50% plus of the day , with no relief and sometimes more,
The other night I awoke with a very hard erection at 3.20am , every 20 minutes I awoke on sexual heat and the damn thing was still there, in the end I had to get up and deal with at 7.30am, at 8.30am , it came back,
Now this is really is not normal and a serious pain in the arse,
This condition was indeed my main driver to start estrogen , ie to calm and it did , however this bout of heat shall we say was when I came of estrogen for 2 weeks, I could feel the T climb so popped back on estrogen and thought , excellent that will calm it down, nope, what happened was estrogen actually increases my libido , so for a week ie last week ABSOLUTELY SKY ROCKETTED, wife moaned why is my unlimited broad band empty ??????, Julie looking faintly puzzled. Lol
X
Now my error , but this was in an attempt to keep erections for myself and lady wife, and yes when am in top mode , I still enjoy it , I have many modes, I never took anti androgens as I wanted estrogen to bring T level down, which to be fair it does,
BUT I do realise now that I need anti androgens at least in the draw for the 1-2 week periods when I upscale into Julie is as hot as a dog time,
Either that or the twins have got to go, and I shall work on T from bottom base Up, as this crap has got to stop,
However the point of this lengthy intro is, last night I found what I am , or at least what I suffer from , oh hum that’s only taken 20 years ?, well of discovery then the last 9 years digging in and fighting the fucker, then acceptance ?
 
Its called HYPERSEXUALITY,
2 of the main keys are me to a T, ie
People who suffer it are ofen Bi Polar and the triggers are often and can be those on hrt and can be t or e affected,
It really was a light bulb moment,
One of the main treatments was what I knew all along, anti androgens,
So it looks as if the aa are on the way, if that does not work, the evil twins better start preparing to be homeless and I am deadly serious,
Extracts as follows
Hypersexuality is a clinical diagnosis used by mental healthcare professionals for extremely frequent or suddenly increased libido. Nymphomania and satyriasis were terms previously used for the condition, in women and men respectively.
Hypersexuality may be a primary condition, or the symptom of another medical disease or condition, for example Klüver-Bucy syndrome or bipolar disorder. Hypersexuality may also present as a side effect of medication such as drugs used to treat Parkinson's disease, or through the administering of hormones such as testosterone and estrogen during hormone therapy. Clinicians have yet to reach a consensus over how best to describe hypersexuality as a primary condition,[1][2][3] or to determine the appropriateness of describing such behaviors and impulses as a separate pathology.
 
Consistent with there not being any consensus over what causes hypersexuality,[10] authors have used many different labels to refer to it, sometimes interchangeably, but often depending on which theory they favor or which specific behavior they were studying. Contemporary names include compulsive masturbation, compulsive sexual behavior,[11][12] cybersex addiction, erotomania, "excessive sexual drive",[13] hyperphilia,[14] hypersexuality,[15][16] hypersexual disorder,[17] problematic hypersexuality,[18] sexual addiction, sexual compulsivity,[19] sexual dependency,[9] sexual impulsivity,[20] "out of control sexual behavior",[21] and paraphilia-related disorder.[22][23][24]
People with bipolar disorder may often display tremendous swings in sex drive depending on their mood. As defined in the DSM-IV-TR, hypersexuality can be a symptom of hypomania or mania in bipolar disorder or schizoaffective disorder. Pick's disease causes damage to the temporal/frontal lobe of the brain; people with Pick's disease show a range of socially inappropriate behaviors.[53]
Some hypersexuals may treat their condition with the usage of medication (such as Cyproterone acetate) or any foods considered to be anaphrodisiacs.[77] O

Very interesting. I've always thought that there is something "wrong" with me, for it made me into what I am, but deep down one don't really know. I mean, why do a man want to be a woman? That simple question is very complicated, and only deepens the mystery. It HAS to do something with the brain, yet it is still a mystery. Hormones and such play a huge role I suppose, but the field is just so large.

We're all on some form of hrt. That's why we're here. A normal cis male would stumble onto this site and probably move on quickly to a sports or fishing or car site. No interest here. But to us it is so interesting to read each other's posts.

I still wonder every day about my condition, and what I am. I question myself every day, my motives, impulses, sexual fantasies, sexual interests and so on.

I am definitely not bipolar or suffer from the conditions you have described here, but I love sex too, and I am bisexual. I don't even question that. I know! And I love cyber porn too. It allows one to fantasize and dream in one's own world.

Tell me, if my question is not too pervasive (or disallowed by admin), but do you masturbate often? I do, every day, usually once, but seldom twice.

Also, it will not be possible to just get rid of the "evil twins". Once you have them, they're there for life. Breast tissue is permanent. Fatty tissue might go, but not breast tissue. I have a substantial amount of breast tissue. When I feel my breast I can feel the rough tissue under my skin, all the way from behind my nipples into and under my armpits. That is permanent.

This is serious stuff.

Hi Bev
my reference to the evil twins was the dangly things between my legs , which up to now have always loved

Masterbate omg yes, sometimes 4-5 times per week if low and if on heat like last week , several times a DAY
x

Julie
x

[Beverley50]

Hi Bev

my reference to the evil twins was the dangly things between my legs , which up to now have always loved

Masterbate omg yes, sometimes 4-5 times per week if low and if on heat like last week , several times a DAY
x

Julie
x

OMG yes,

Sorry, I hear you now! The dangly bits are nothing but a nuisance. And no, I don't want them either!

I think the imbalances caused by hrt does that, makes you horny. I don't get random erections, not even in the morning or during the night. But during the day my mind wonders, and I work myself up with erotic thoughts of a large variety of subject matter, and then I just have to go.

I can assure you that once the dangly bits are no longer there you will be a lot calmer, and even become disinterested in sex, and this can be bad on the other end of the scale, for it can lead to severe depression, guilt, disappointment and regret.

So it has to be carefully considered, and I would seriously advise you to see a specialist in the field.

As I said, this is serious stuff.

PS: I meant invasive, not pervasive. Typo

[Beverley50]

Breasts are forbidden fruit, but we have to have them, like food.

XX

Bev

[Nipply Russel]

I agree with Bev, Julie. My reason for being here has to do with sexuality and my fascination with the female gender. In the dysphoric person's case, it would probably be due to the fact that they're simply looking to shed their maleness and find there way to their mind's chosen gender. In that case, it's not really a "sexual" thing. In my case, my desire to breasts and my ongoing fascination with gender change comes from a fetish part of my brain, which might cease to exist if I was mess up my hormone levels too much.

I can easily understand that the drive that makes us what we are comes from those same hormones. And a major hormonal shift could erase that drive, which could do a number on a person.

So....we have to ask ourselves what kind of person we are and why we're going down this path. If you were truly gender dysphoric, I'd be more inclined to suggest an orchi. Being horny all of the time is one thing, but not being horny at all...ever...is another thing entirely.

[julieTG]

My problem is I am both,

Transgender and with hypersexuality,

umm not good,

However I suppose the best way as my most beautiful friend on here suggested

3 month course of aa,

but and this is a big but , too low T does not agree with me, hence my reversed approach chop em off , which I really quite fancy the idea and then have t patches to keep me going, and e of course
x

problem with aa is they can obliterate the t , but I suppose a small dose will drop the t to a level that stops me accelerating on this heat course

and what was turning me on today I shake my head at , it was not even a living thing ?

lol
x

Julie

[Beverley50]

My problem is I am both,

Transgender and with hypersexuality,

umm not good,

However I suppose the best way as my most beautiful friend on here suggested

3 month course of aa,

but and this is a big but , too low T does not agree with me, hence my reversed approach chop em off , which I really quite fancy the idea and then have t patches to keep me going, and e of course
x

problem with aa is they can obliterate the t , but I suppose a small dose will drop the t to a level that stops me accelerating on this heat course

and what was turning me on today I shake my head at , it was not even a living thing ?

lol
x

Julie

It's all so complicated. I would chop off my evil twins tomorrow without a problem. I'd love the neat and tidy feeling when dressed up, and being able to fold the willy away, but I'm unsure whether this would be to my future benefit, as life changes as you go along. It might be great in the beginning, but it irreversable, and who knows what one's life will be like a few years down the line. Do more research first. I'm also very interested in this. 

To remove one's testicles is a severe move, almost like a complete sex change. And I read that 70% of mtf sex changes result in regret and dissatisfaction. And there's no turning back. Breasts can be removed surgically, so there's a way to turn back the tide, but not with an orchidectomy.

Just things to think about.

Bev

[julieTG]

Hi Bev
70% is way too high for regret levels 
I would gauge at perhaps 5% if that

My orchi would only occur if the 

Wife gave green light 

God forbid if anything happened to us as a couple then I would either transition or
Chop em off as another romantic realationship would hold no candle to her and would not be of interest 

X

Julie

[Nipply Russel]

Also keep in mind the fact that whatever the sex drive and relationship status, you may find that erections come in handy. Hopefully, T would take care of that, but what if there would problems?

From my perspective, the ONLY reason anyone looking to fully or partially transition should get the orchi is if the erections cause emotional/physical pain. I know there are people who hate their appendage so much, that any response from it is repulsive to them. Those are the candidates, IMO.

Anyway, I'm glad we have each other to talk to about this.