[Heaven's Night]

I would like to see the comparison pictures.  I'd like to try and understand how PM is doing this, i.e. fat distribution, skin thickness, complexion, or ??
If I could make my face look younger.. wow.  Giddy to think what direction I might take off in.

Oohkay, here it goes.

Left, just days ago, center pic from about 2017, on the right from 2004.

EDIT:
I wish I understood the under the hood function here better, but I think PM is making all the connective tissues stronger and totally reworks the skin. They say PM is eating calcium like crazy, that calcium goes into something...

[Alexis P]

Oohkay, here it goes.

Left, just days ago, center pic from about 2017, on the right from 2004.

Awww... in 2017 you seemed so sad... like you needed an hug so much..

Could be the light in the picture, but i think your skin has gotten lighter and more smooth, especially on your forehead and under your eyes/higher cheeks

I am genuinely pleased in seeing you more smiley in the most recent picture, like if your mental health is benefitting from your NBE journey. <3

P.S. You cute lol

[Heaven's Night]

Oohkay, here it goes.

Left, just days ago, center pic from about 2017, on the right from 2004.

Awww... in 2017 you seemed so sad... like you needed an hug so much..

Could be the light in the picture, but i think your skin has gotten lighter and more smooth, especially on your forehead and under your eyes/higher cheeks  " alt="" title="">

I am genuinely pleased in seeing you more smiley in the most recent picture, like if your mental health is benefitting from your NBE journey. <3

P.S. You cute lol

 I don't remember for what I snapped that middle picture... It was just some random snap. And I hadn't shaved for a while in that. xD hahah.

You mean the 'female glow' I'm getting? I've noted that too, my skin looks totally different. Also its winter, there's not much sun and I have the Nordic skin tone, so I'm pale as death this time of year. As for my mental health, I have never been as whole as I am now. All mood swings and crap aside, its been amazingly good for me. I'm much more confident and feel more loved than ever before.

I want to be cute. I always wanted to be a cutie and not some scruffy forest troll that crept from below a bridge. Guess how happy I feel about all the girly stuff I can do now. Like a whole another world just opened up for me.

These compliments make me blush...

[Jamie-May]

I certainly feel much the same way as you DiDi.

It's very nice to start being able to, for me, not feel so stressed and tense and awful. Just over all like I personally didn't care much about myself or for myself since I wasn't who I wanted to be. Once I was able to start PM and then eventually E2 however things have only improved. And like you I've always wanted to be cute too but growing up as I did never really allowed for me to express that so I had to hide it away and think of that side of myself as wrong for many years.

Now that I'm older and I finally accepted what I really wanted I'm much happier. It was a very liberating sensation to say the least, even if I'm still so very restrained by family at the moment, which means I can't yet dive into the fashion and hair removal and other aspects like I'd of wanted. Even so, just doing something, making progress towards my end goals, feeling softer, looking a bit younger, all that good stuff, has helped me a ton. I hope it will continue to help you too!

You really are looking like you're making massive strides in the right direction. The smoothness and shine of you skin in your more recent pictures makes me very jealous. Keep on going strong~

[Heaven's Night]

I certainly feel much the same way as you DiDi.

It's very nice to start being able to, for me, not feel so stressed and tense and awful. Just over all like I personally didn't care much about myself or for myself since I wasn't who I wanted to be. Once I was able to start PM and then eventually E2 however things have only improved. And like you I've always wanted to be cute too but growing up as I did never really allowed for me to express that so I had to hide it away and think of that side of myself as wrong for many years.

Now that I'm older and I finally accepted what I really wanted I'm much happier. It was a very liberating sensation to say the least, even if I'm still so very restrained by family at the moment, which means I can't yet dive into the fashion and hair removal and other aspects like I'd of wanted. Even so, just doing something, making progress towards my end goals, feeling softer, looking a bit younger, all that good stuff, has helped me a ton. I hope it will continue to help you too!

You really are looking like you're making massive strides in the right direction. The smoothness and shine of you skin in your more recent pictures makes me very jealous. Keep on going strong~

Talk about stressed.... Specially when I was younger. I have had countless problems with all sorts of things, talking about it all would make this post twice as long. And then this weird feeling of longing, that of something missing and not being right all my life. It sounds really cheesy, but once I woke up to what's been wrong with my life, nothing has been the same. Since starting the herbs, even more so. It appears that my body craves it, as I'm meant this way.

What you talk about wanting to be cute but not really allowed to, as if you're talking with my mouth. The exception for me (I guess?) was that when I was kid, my mother did not limit on what I could play and what not... Which meant that I was free to be girly and play girls stuff, which I did along with all the boys games. I did both, but I specially loved the girly stuff. That I think was invaluable experience, also later on I was free to wear almost what I wanted, playing drums and listening to heavy metal gave me the perfect excuse to keep my hair long. And how I adored it. I really love my hair, I pray to my gods every day I  wouldn't loose it.

I'm in a sort of a happy place with this. I can be myself at home all the time, the only hindrance being family and some friends who are not in the know just yet. (For a good reason too.)

Thanks. <3 Such beautiful words again. Warms my heart.

[Heaven's Night]

Day 8 of the current cycle, start of the week 2, which is the high dose week. It seems that the progestrone is really keeping my E levels at bay. This morning I noticed a semi hard on down there, which is rare. Also it seems that my boobs aren't as 'awake' as they usually are at this point. So now I will be applying PG once ever three days for the next two weeks, then daily as I close in the end of the cycle.

If the old signs hold true, the next two weeks might see some new boob development again. This is typically when it peaks. I hope so as I feel like nothing has happened for while now. I'm also noogling more than before, have the domes on right now.

Oh and happy Valentine's day, last year or so has been a continuous Valentine for me, I've found so many awesome new friends a lot of whom are invaluable. When ever I feel lonely, I remind myself of the fact that there's all the wonderful guys and girls down the same beaten path with me and they're there for me when I need advice or someone to cry against. <3

I love you all. <3

Here's a quite recent undeboob photo, I don't think I've posted any like this for a while?

[wee2er]

Day 8 of the current cycle, start of the week 2, which is the high dose week. It seems that the progestrone is really keeping my E levels at bay. This morning I noticed a semi hard on down there, which is rare. Also it seems that my boobs aren't as 'awake' as they usually are at this point. So now I will be applying PG once ever three days for the next two weeks, then daily as I close in the end of the cycle.

If the old signs hold true, the next two weeks might see some new boob development again. This is typically when it peaks. I hope so as I feel like nothing has happened for while now. I'm also noogling more than before, have the domes on right now.

Oh and happy Valentine's day, last year or so has been a continuous Valentine for me, I've found so many awesome new friends a lot of whom are invaluable. When ever I feel lonely, I remind myself of the fact that there's all the wonderful guys and girls down the same beaten path with me and they're there for me when I need advice or someone to cry against. <3

I love you all. <3

Here's a quite recent undeboob photo, I don't think I've posted any like this for a while?

And what a lovely under boob shot that is  x

[Heaven's Night]

Thanks Wee2er. Still far away of what I wish to achieve, but I'm getting there... Ever so better each day.

I just logged on to a forum I haven't visited for a long while. I got some good friends there. I posted a new thread on their LGBT section. I came out with the closet doors falling off their hinges. They are a diverse and open minded bunch, so I'm expecting a warm welcome back over there.

[Heaven's Night]

I just painted my nails, first time since my teens. First black and then transparent green glitter. I love how fem it makes me feel, like my girly stuff is staring me into the eye every second I see my hands. Could be worse for the first attempt in ages. I need to practice this.

Soo... I snapped a tittygrab picture, just to show the nails of course.

I was thinking of writing a lengthy post about my trans/MtF stuff and my past, but I think I'll do that some time later.

EDIT:
This is too good to not add here... I really love this picture. Came out so looking so nice. Feeling cute. <3

[wee2er]

I just painted my nails, first time since my teens. First black and then transparent green glitter. I love how fem it makes me feel, like my girly stuff is staring me into the eye every second I see my hands. Could be worse for the first attempt in ages. I need to practice this.

Soo... I snapped a tittygrab picture, just to show the nails of course.

I was thinking of writing a lengthy post about my trans/MtF stuff and my past, but I think I'll do that some time later.

EDIT:
This is too good to not add here... I really love this picture. Came out so looking so nice. Feeling cute. <3

Very much approve of the tittygrab and nails 
I'm lucky as some of time my daughter does mine for me with gels, although I stick to plain simple colours without any sparkle/glitter.
Yours look good keep practicing them