Sfem the website is called Susans Place, it caters for all things transgendered on, but it has its own Androgyne section, now i have been searching for years to find people i can relate to and i have found plenty on there. Problem i have found over the years is where i have felt like im the only one who feels the way i do, then it has been easy for me to be intimidated by others, people telling me im TS and others saying all i need is low self esteem and anger management councilling. Have just felt like im the scarf wrapped round a tug of war rope, being pulled one way and then the other.
Since finding this Susans website, well its been like a breath of fresh air mixing with like minded people who you know some of which are in the same boat as yourself.Chrissie i would say some of my mental issues come form others insinuating that i am TS, yeah being TS does scare me and when i took the congiatti test i came in as being Andro by just 15 points (from possible TS) but you only got to look at my upbringing i was a right little sod when i was growing up, torturing ants with magnifying glasses, smacking butterflies with tennis rackets, wrecking my sisters dolls, not the sort of behaviour you would expect from someone who is TS eh? All it was right up through and past me teens was the feeling to want to wear womens clothes 24/7 and nothing has changed much now, would love nothing more than to get rid of every single piece of blokes clothes i have and replace them all with womens stuff, coming home from work and putting on skirts and leggins would be bliss, not always easy when you have two kids , but ya just gotta make the most of a bad job at times.
Currently wearing a bra on a daily basis at the moment, althought the cup is only an A its still seems to be like wearing an air bag, but im close to losing patience with all this boob growth malarky, personally cant see me ever getting to the size i want to be without a boob job and as that would mean going through all the hassle of seeing shrinks lying to them that i TS, well i just cant be bothered, just gonna have to get used to the idea that i probably gonna end up carking never becoming the person i truly believe i am.So unlike you Chrissie who is gonna become the person you feel you are, im the one whos gonna be looking back thinking "what a wasted life"