[Heaven's Night]

DiDi,  might be able to initiate the conversation with, "I haven't been on my  game lately and have been seeing a therapist.  It seems I have "gender dysphoria"."  The rest of the conversation is on how much better you feel as  a person now.
Just a suggestion.

Cat

thanks for the advice. I think its the best that I state things clearly and stand my ground instead... I have a feeling that about my mother, I need to show some toughness and strong will right there or she might not take it too well. I drafted a letter for her btw.

[wee2er]

DiDi,  might be able to initiate the conversation with, "I haven't been on my  game lately and have been seeing a therapist.  It seems I have "gender dysphoria"."  The rest of the conversation is on how much better you feel as  a person now.
Just a suggestion.

Cat

thanks for the advice. I think its the best that I state things clearly and stand my ground instead... I have a feeling that about my mother, I need to show some toughness and strong will right there or she might not take it too well. I drafted a letter for her btw.

I think you are right, but I would do it face too face not via letter as that might be seen as weak. Stand up like a man (err, woman, well you know what I mean) be straight and strong with her, say it with pride and show her how happy you are now. Good luck.

[Heaven's Night]

I got some great news! I've lost about 2" from my band length in the last month or so and the measurement seems to stay consistent, all while gaining about half an inch more bust at the same time. Its now 100% certain that I'm in a big time growth spurt! Such soreness, insanely big puffies, you name it. Lotus program is pure mind blowing magic! E cream is really making my nips balloon btw.

Right now I'm doing a new cool little thing, I'm wearing supple nips... Using E cream to make a good seal.

So my plan is to keep on going, cycle the PM and PC doses without complete breaks for at least two more months. When ever I feel that the growth is stalling, then I'll do a flush, several weeks off and likely some kind of detox so I'll get a receptor reset... This has worked before and will likely work again. But now I'm not yet certain on how many cycles to go before doing it. For now, I have to keep hammering hard, the iron is glowing hot.

[Heaven's Night]

I forgot... There's something I made a while ago which I want you all to see.

Dude vs. dudette,




READY!!!!




FIGHT!!!!




FINISH HIM!

[Stevenator.]

Lotus program is pure mind blowing magic!

YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN !!!

[Heaven's Night]

Lotus program is pure mind blowing magic!

YOU CAN SAY THAT

Lotus program is pure mind blowing magic!
YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN !!!

Lotus program is pure mind blowing magic!

YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN !!!
Lotus program is pure mind blowing magic!


YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN !!!
Lotus program is pure mind blowing magic!

YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN !!!

[wee2er]

I forgot... There's something I made a while ago which I want you all to see.

Dude vs. dudette,




READY!!!!




FIGHT!!!!




FINISH HIM!

Dudette has not only arrived, she's in the house and blowing us all out of the water  
Amazing to see your 2013 to now such a fantastic change.
Oh I hope I get the nod from the docs and I'll be on Lotus's program like a flash!!!!

[Heaven's Night]

Dudette has not only arrived, she's in the house and blowing us all out of the water  
Amazing to see your 2013 to now such a fantastic change.
Oh I hope I get the nod from the docs and I'll be on Lotus's program like a flash!!!!

Heeheehee, oh yea.   The reason for the old pic from so far away was to make a point about how much younger I look. I would have some pics from just about three years ago and I looked even older than eight years ago. Changing hormones with herbs does pure miracles. Unexpected cool stuff.

Interesting observation, starting on Ainterol PM resulted also in the expected weight gain since last autumn, I even consciously helped this out by eating well. (How I looove good food, if it wouldn't make me inflate like crazy, I would eat all the time.) The point here was to gain as much fem ft as possible which has been happening. And lately, I've started to clean my diet and on some days at work, eat way less than usual to have a little fast several times a week. Now I've clearly lost some flab from my waist and likely also my back.

The cool side effect here is that it has aided with boob growth, fat stores estrogen really well, when its burned, E carried within is thus released to the bloodstream, meaning a big time boost and we all know what that results into? shortening band length, inflating boobs, new curves and more fem effects overall.

Fingers crossed as when this keeps going on, I will get slimmer, loose male fat instead of the new lovely stuff I've got and the process helps maintain the hormone balance in the right direction.

[Heaven's Night]

Hey! If anyone here wants to befriend me on fcebook, I've made a new profile in which I can speak freely about my trans stuff. If you want to add me, here's a link. I'm there as Larissa DeeDee.

https://www.facebook.com/larissa.deedee/

[Stevenator.]

Have you got the pelvic tilt and loss of height, yet?