[Heaven's Night]

That last photo looks female for sure. That waist trainer certainly accentuates what PM has already given you.

Thanks.

Seeing myself like that gave me a huge rush of euphoria, amazing how little things can some times do so much.

[Drew]

Hey DiDi going to intrude where I shouldn't, cannot hold back anymore, but you looking fine gal!!! ! I know what a pain in the A these corsets are to put on, like really, really, what sadist invented these stupid little metal hooks, BUT you are killing it with the look.
Impressive! !!!!

[Heaven's Night]

Hey DiDi going to intrude where I shouldn't, cannot hold back anymore, but you looking fine gal!!! ! I know what a pain in the A these corsets are to put on, like really, really, what sadist invented these stupid little metal hooks, BUT you are killing it with the look.
Impressive! !!!!

Aww, thanks Drew. <3

Yea, not the easiest thing to wear out there. But likely worth the effort.

[Drew]

Oh yea... Seems like so. Spammer deserves to be boob slapped big time for that garbage. How lovely.

Hey DiDi going to intrude where I shouldn't, cannot hold back anymore, but you looking fine gal!!! ! I know what a pain in the A these corsets are to put on, like really, really, what sadist invented these stupid little metal hooks, BUT you are killing it with the look.
Impressive! !!!!

Aww, thanks Drew. <3

Yea, not the easiest thing to wear out there. But likely worth the effort.

yeah I have I white one with frilly lace stuff and suspenders which means I need a team of about 5 or 6 people to get me into it and hook me up. Would have to pay danger money too, if one of those straps snapped back a person could loose an eye
But serious now, you look great, my absolute adoration.

[Heaven's Night]

Interesting results... It seems that I nearly stalled for a while, interestingly this correlates with using PG daily, now its second day off PG and the low dose on PM which I do each weekend and look at that, I measured a new record bust, 48,8". As you can see, this kind of thing has happened few times before and it confirms what Lotus told me about doing 5/2 day cycle.

Many times during or just a day after the 'break', I've got new heights on bust measurement. I think there's something to this. Also I'm now going back on using PG three times a week, on Wednesdays and weekends. PG keeps E levels in check which I think has been slowing things down.(while getting more fullness.) Or it could be that the growth is just slowing down, but I'm predicting another growth spurt coming in soon. Also something to note, I predicted that I would reach 49" bust on this day and would you look at that, came 0,2" away from that.  So its all going well. There's couple of new things on the spreadsheet, on yellow just above bust is the cup size done with the accurate method, below bust measure on orange is breast volume.

I got another bikini, this one's even nicer than the red one. I snapped a quite nice photo the other day, I'll add it here. I wish I didn't have to hold my arms down for getting the cleavage to look like this. Awww darn it, I seriously need them way bigger. I want this 24/7 so bad.

[Happyme]

You take my breath away!
Love the bikini and those gorgeous breast inside!!

Huggs
bobbi

[taxer]

bikini top?  looks nice, fill it very well

[Heaven's Night]

Thank lovelies. <3

Its time for me to make a big time update about what's up. For some reason measuring tape got stuck in place for a while, which happened to coincide of trying PG daily for a while, so now I'm switching back to what I did before and have apply it three times a week, on wednesdays and weekends(while I drop pm lower.). Interestingly, last two days have given way nicer measurements. I've done very good massage on both days, so maybe its that, maybe its just fluctuation. Interesting regardless...

But here's the kicker, knowing how long trans clinic in Finland takes to process things, I can't wait for another year and half for things to happen. I'm starting to be on the finish line with popping herbs all the time, they're working magic but I feel its not enough. So I have decided to jump to the deep end and ordered two month supply of pharma E online. Its in transit right now and I'm holding my fingers for it not be stuck on the border.

My plan is to ditch pm in favor of pharma E as soon as I deplete my supply. I'm now reading everything I can about hrt and trying to figure out how to tweak my program to work with it. Ditching pm is a no brainer but other stuff I'm not completely certain about yet. I may end up ditching reishi also in favor or some decent AA or DHT blocker, but I need to do research on that. (Any advice is welcome.) I think once I do this, this thread will be laid to rest as it has run its course and I'll start a new one on appropriate subforum as I'm going on DIY hrt program instead. I've been a heretic already for some time as pharma PG cream and E cream aren't exactly herb stuff.

I'm planning to book a doctor, get referral to the trans clinic and ask for my blood to be checked, my pm supply will hopefully last long enough for me to drastically cut down my smoking or quit completely. I did some math, if I manage to quit smoking, I can afford to buy my meds online and be left with more money very likely.

For some reason my SO wasn't keen on my idea of going on DIY hrt before the trans clinic gets its slow gears turning, but she's fine with me taking bunch of herbs. Go figure. I tried explaining her that I'm already using my body as a test lab for bunch of stuff which comes with risks and that hrt will likely be the same or less risky endeavor. She didn't take any of it, almost got mad at me. But she should know me by now, if I have a passion for something, nothing's gonna stop me. So I'll do it under cover for a while. Its easier to be forgiven than to get an approval and its my body and my choice. So anyway, I'll just have my E in an empty pm bottle and go at it.

So yea, I guess my NBE journey is starting to be on its final lap, or the one before the final one and I'll soon be joining the HRT club. I wont disappear from BN and keep on posting of course and keep on number crunching as usual. 

[Happyme]

Hi Didi!
I know your in a hurry to be all woman. but lets not kill our self in the process.
Lotus please jump in here any time.
Dont be in a hurry to hurt yourself.
Slow down take a deep breath, take a long look in a full length mirror, and enjoy the amazing work that you have done so far.Its truly amazing!

Bureaucracy is slow at best and Corona has made it even worse.
The best part of your plan is getting a Dr and start the transition ball rolling.

Huggs
Bobbi

[Heaven's Night]

Hi Didi!
I know your in a hurry to be all woman. but lets not kill our self in the process.
Lotus please jump in here any time.
Dont be in a hurry to hurt yourself.
Slow down take a deep breath, take a long look in a full length mirror, and enjoy the amazing work that you have done so far.Its truly amazing!

Bureaucracy is slow at best and Corona has made it even worse.
The best part of your plan is getting a Dr and start the transition ball rolling.

Huggs
Bobbi

I guess Lotus has been busy or something, I haven't heard of her for a while. Oh and I'm really eager to her her advice.

I'm not in a hurry... And I am. The thing is that I can't sit on my ass for any longer, I need to take the next step soon or I'll end up worse off than I am. Mentally. I so badly wish we had the informed consent system here, I would be already all set with everything if that were the case. But no way, backwoods of the world where stuff is slow and old school and things are slow to change. Funny how Finland has worlds top internet connection, heck I could be typing this from literally middle of nowhere without problems. Then to get on hrt when in real need is slow as heck.