[Alfie]

If you did grow some breasts, did this make you happier? Of course it is nice feeling and seeing them in a direct way, but this is not what I mean.

My question is more: did it make you happier overall, as a person?

Background:
I have been using PM for about 9 months now, and have seen some good results. I love seeing and feeling them. But they are new toys, so that could be expected. I am wondering how I would look back in a couple of years. Stil proud and happy? Or would I, in retrospect, see it as an addiction, just going from one small kick to the next? 

 This will be something I have to sort out for myself, probably, but it would help me a lot to hear what you, who have been growing breasts for years, feel about it.

[BlackButterfly]

Yes I'm happier, wouldn't be without them; the more they grow the more I love them; it's an expression of who I really am.

[Alfie]

Yes I'm happier, wouldn't be without them; the more they grow the more I love them; it's an expression of who I really am.

Thanks. I hope this will be the same for me. Breasts as part of an overal growth.

[Happyme]

Yes it feels wonderful to have breasts that fill a bra and you know they are all yours.
Then age creeps up on you and you have a WTF moment.
You are no long attractive in the mirror to your self as a woman. Poof the magic is gone.
Then your BP rises and you develop a blood clot, your penis is now DOA.
and you wonder WTF did I do this for.
Sorry to be a downer, but putting your body and health in danger for the fleeting moment of pleasure you derive from visible breasts, was not worth it for me.
No one has a crystal ball to look into the future. So think about what your doing just to have some titties that you get to play with but have to hide most of the time.

Bobbi

[ariadne]

You think it might be an addiction.
I think it might be an addiction.
If you want to rise above an addiction, you can.
Or enjoy the pleasure..
A

[Alfie]

Yes I'm happier, wouldn't be without them; the more they grow the more I love them; it's an expression of who I really am.

Thanks. I hope this will be the same for me. Breasts as part of an overal growth.

Thanks, highly appreciated. Good to know not all is positive. I am 56 and my body is remarkebly young, but my face is really gettimg older

[Shirazmn]

I think it depends on why you are growing boobs and why you think you'd regret it.
PM doesn't just grow boobs, it also makes them more sensitive, and they'll always be more sensitive than if you hadn't taken PM. Sensitivity is something you'll never regret, and that will keep being "a toy" for longer.
Will there be a moment when boobs become a problem after the euphoria? Again, it depends on what your current situation is in society and with your family. Older men are "allowed" to have deflated pecs and some small boobage. Unless you grow a D cup, by the time you hit 60 nobody will think anything of them. But you'll know your "naughty" secret, that you have actual boobs on your body. (I am writing all of this from a male-staying-male perspective. Apologies if I am wrong)

There is a term that some here use to describe the euphoria of growing breasts and feminize our bodies, it's "Pink Fog". It's that feeling that makes you look in the mirror every hour to see if you have magically grown another size up, makes you want to double up on PM (or anything else) and speed up growth, makes you look around for more ways to grow breasts and makes the idea of feminizing yourself even more alluring. Frequently, these periods of Pink Fog (they can last months) are followed by a WTF moment and, potentially regrets and purges. Pink Fogs are auto-induced highs, like on drugs. They happen when you are not satisfied with something around you, and changing some of your body feels like escapism because by changing your body you think you can also change your life. There is a good side of them: they come with a lot of positive energy and you can learn to channel this energy to actually make changes in your life. Some people realize that they are trans during a pink fog, others talk about their need for femininity with their SOs, others start wearing bras at work or find a job that will allow it. Then again, a pink fog is like being high on drugs, probably endorphines rather than Estrogen itself, and after a high comes a downer that you need to be able to manage without falling into depression.

I would simply suggest you evaluate the situation around you before you go too far ahead with PM (and that means to grow a huge pair... which takes time). Like you shouldn't do drugs unless you are with people you trust, you also shouldn't use PM if its effects would make you end up outside of your comfort zone.
I have a personal example I can give you. During a pink fog I decided that I should start wearing a bra daily. And I did, even at work for a few days. Then the pink fog lifted, and I realised that I wasn't feeling better for wearing a bra (I don't need them, I am a small B cup, but I love them, instead I was feeling tense for being caught out at work or by my neighbors, my son's school mates' parents... etc... Massive WTF moment. I had a few days of regret, evaluating any damage I could have already made. Then I decided that I had not messed up, and I stopped worrying, but it took me weeks to get past it. I was way too far out of my usual comfort zone. I can have boobs, but it's not (yet?) the time and place to wear a bra.
Ride the pink fogs like a pink wave, it's fun! But make sure you also listen to that small voice at the back of your mind that keeps you with your feet on the ground.

[Kay Lady]

Yes, the pink fog. If you have feminine feelings or feel transgender then having breasts becomes part of your identity. It is who you are. And often there are highs and lows. During the lows, shame and guilt get triggered. That is when we throw out all of our clothes and makeup. Then expect another high with the feminine feelings.

[Alfie]

I think it depends on why you are growing boobs and why you think you'd regret it.
PM doesn't just grow boobs, it also makes them more sensitive, and they'll always be more sensitive than if you hadn't taken PM. Sensitivity is something you'll never regret, and that will keep being "a toy" for longer.
Will there be a moment when boobs become a problem after the euphoria? Again, it depends on what your current situation is in society and with your family. Older men are "allowed" to have deflated pecs and some small boobage. Unless you grow a D cup, by the time you hit 60 nobody will think anything of them. But you'll know your "naughty" secret, that you have actual boobs on your body. (I am writing all of this from a male-staying-male perspective. Apologies if I am wrong)

There is a term that some here use to describe the euphoria of growing breasts and feminize our bodies, it's "Pink Fog". It's that feeling that makes you look in the mirror every hour to see if you have magically grown another size up, makes you want to double up on PM (or anything else) and speed up growth, makes you look around for more ways to grow breasts and makes the idea of feminizing yourself even more alluring. Frequently, these periods of Pink Fog (they can last months) are followed by a WTF moment and, potentially regrets and purges. Pink Fogs are auto-induced highs, like on drugs. They happen when you are not satisfied with something around you, and changing some of your body feels like escapism because by changing your body you think you can also change your life. There is a good side of them: they come with a lot of positive energy and you can learn to channel this energy to actually make changes in your life. Some people realize that they are trans during a pink fog, others talk about their need for femininity with their SOs, others start wearing bras at work or find a job that will allow it. Then again, a pink fog is like being high on drugs, probably endorphines rather than Estrogen itself, and after a high comes a downer that you need to be able to manage without falling into depression.

I would simply suggest you evaluate the situation around you before you go too far ahead with PM (and that means to grow a huge pair... which takes time). Like you shouldn't do drugs unless you are with people you trust, you also shouldn't use PM if its effects would make you end up outside of your comfort zone.
I have a personal example I can give you. During a pink fog I decided that I should start wearing a bra daily. And I did, even at work for a few days. Then the pink fog lifted, and I realised that I wasn't feeling better for wearing a bra (I don't need them, I am a small B cup, but I love them, instead I was feeling tense for being caught out at work or by my neighbors, my son's school mates' parents... etc... Massive WTF moment. I had a few days of regret, evaluating any damage I could have already made. Then I decided that I had not messed up, and I stopped worrying, but it took me weeks to get past it. I was way too far out of my usual comfort zone. I can have boobs, but it's not (yet?) the time and place to wear a bra.
Ride the pink fogs like a pink wave, it's fun! But make sure you also listen to that small voice at the back of your mind that keeps you with your feet on the ground.

Sorry, I seem to have posted this incomplete reply. Removed the text, as I could not find a way to remove the entire post.

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[Alfie]

I think it depends on why you are growing boobs and why you think you'd regret it.
PM doesn't just grow boobs, it also makes them more sensitive, and they'll always be more sensitive than if you hadn't taken PM. Sensitivity is something you'll never regret, and that will keep being "a toy" for longer.
Will there be a moment when boobs become a problem after the euphoria? Again, it depends on what your current situation is in society and with your family. Older men are "allowed" to have deflated pecs and some small boobage. Unless you grow a D cup, by the time you hit 60 nobody will think anything of them. But you'll know your "naughty" secret, that you have actual boobs on your body. (I am writing all of this from a male-staying-male perspective. Apologies if I am wrong)

There is a term that some here use to describe the euphoria of growing breasts and feminize our bodies, it's "Pink Fog". It's that feeling that makes you look in the mirror every hour to see if you have magically grown another size up, makes you want to double up on PM (or anything else) and speed up growth, makes you look around for more ways to grow breasts and makes the idea of feminizing yourself even more alluring. Frequently, these periods of Pink Fog (they can last months) are followed by a WTF moment and, potentially regrets and purges. Pink Fogs are auto-induced highs, like on drugs. They happen when you are not satisfied with something around you, and changing some of your body feels like escapism because by changing your body you think you can also change your life. There is a good side of them: they come with a lot of positive energy and you can learn to channel this energy to actually make changes in your life. Some people realize that they are trans during a pink fog, others talk about their need for femininity with their SOs, others start wearing bras at work or find a job that will allow it. Then again, a pink fog is like being high on drugs, probably endorphines rather than Estrogen itself, and after a high comes a downer that you need to be able to manage without falling into depression.

I would simply suggest you evaluate the situation around you before you go too far ahead with PM (and that means to grow a huge pair... which takes time). Like you shouldn't do drugs unless you are with people you trust, you also shouldn't use PM if its effects would make you end up outside of your comfort zone.
I have a personal example I can give you. During a pink fog I decided that I should start wearing a bra daily. And I did, even at work for a few days. Then the pink fog lifted, and I realised that I wasn't feeling better for wearing a bra (I don't need them, I am a small B cup, but I love them, instead I was feeling tense for being caught out at work or by my neighbors, my son's school mates' parents... etc... Massive WTF moment. I had a few days of regret, evaluating any damage I could have already made. Then I decided that I had not messed up, and I stopped worrying, but it took me weeks to get past it. I was way too far out of my usual comfort zone. I can have boobs, but it's not (yet?) the time and place to wear a bra.
Ride the pink fogs like a pink wave, it's fun! But make sure you also listen to that small voice at the back of your mind that keeps you with your feet on the ground.

Well, a lot of what you say resonates! I experienced the pink fog and the WTF moment after. But I did not knew the term, or that it was a common experience. Nice to hear your story. It helps to know this, to put things in perspective.

I've both a male and a girly side, so I can feel for both, to some extend. The pink fog is most strong when in girl-mode, obviously, but in male mode, I still like my breasts.

Unlike most here, I don't plan to hide them, I'm married, love to go swimming and going to the sauna with my wife. In the pink fog, I would let them grow to a size where I must use a bra. But maybe better to go for a large A, small B cup. I'm rather broadly shouldered (the bones, not the muscles), so they look also like well developed pecs (which I also like). In fact, I love it when people notice them, whether in the sauna, or on the street, especially the quizzical looks some women give me. Although I'm not altogether a B-cup yet, they can be rather visible, even when wearing multiple layers of cloth. Maybe this is because I'm rather slender and have an erect posture. I think a get more looks from woman when I wear manly clothes than when wearing girly clothing, but I'm not yet sure. Maybe they're just wondering my ugliness ;-)

Due to holiday, in which I couldn't take PM, I noticed my breasts deflated halve a cup. So there is an option for when I get older. Hopefully this will not be at 60, because I'm 56 now :-)