23-09-2023, 06:51 PM
Mashtenn, good idea to take breaks from time to time. Noogle can get quite intense if you don't, time off is well spent as boobs need to rest too.
Niaja, its kinda weird... I can't tell how I look like. I just can't know because I see different things all the time and then I get such mixed reactions depending on who's looking. I feel that I'm not pretty at all, I'm way lesser as a woman than how I was perceived in old life. I was considered quite attractive and enjoyed male version of pretty privilege quite a lot. Now there's none of that I've been told so many times I look "nice" or average or "normal" or what ever. Its really hard to really know as on my own, I can't. Also it feels that beauty standards have went from ridiculous to unreal so I don't qualify for anything, I don't fit in.
It seems like only ways to todays so called beauty is plastic surgery and picture fakery. The fakes are all over the place because its so easy to retouch everything. I refuse to do it, I would just hate myself for it and feel even more of an imposter.
I kinda wish I would look more feminine instead of semi androgynous or something. Maybe I just can't see the reality of it at all.
Niaja, its kinda weird... I can't tell how I look like. I just can't know because I see different things all the time and then I get such mixed reactions depending on who's looking. I feel that I'm not pretty at all, I'm way lesser as a woman than how I was perceived in old life. I was considered quite attractive and enjoyed male version of pretty privilege quite a lot. Now there's none of that I've been told so many times I look "nice" or average or "normal" or what ever. Its really hard to really know as on my own, I can't. Also it feels that beauty standards have went from ridiculous to unreal so I don't qualify for anything, I don't fit in.
It seems like only ways to todays so called beauty is plastic surgery and picture fakery. The fakes are all over the place because its so easy to retouch everything. I refuse to do it, I would just hate myself for it and feel even more of an imposter.
I kinda wish I would look more feminine instead of semi androgynous or something. Maybe I just can't see the reality of it at all.