Hello Guys, Gals and Pals,
I'd like to start with a little about myself. Besides a few posts at the start of my journey I've been a lurker on these forums for over 3 years. I have learned a lot and I thank you all for that.
I am in my late thirties, male at birth and consider myself non-binary with the desired to feminise my body to align with who I am.
Before
I decided to start with NBE in March 2020, starting with Fenugreek and Saw Palmetto. After 4 months I changed to PM, later on changing Saw Palmetto for Red Reshi. I achieved moderate breast growth but I wanted more changes.
18 Months NBE
After being on NBE for 2 years and 3 months I found a Doctor with experience helping Trans people transition with gender affirming hormone therapy. She was very understanding of my desires for a slightly different treatment plan than she would normally start a Transwoman on due to me being Non-Binary. I had already done my research and knew I wanted to be on Estrogen only without an AA.
Upon doing my baseline blood test I started on Sandrena Gel, 1mg per day in June 2022. After 3 months I went to 2mg per day, then 3mg per day 3 months later. After a high result from my blood test we decided to go back to 2mg per day and at this time I stopped taking Red Reshi.
I experimented with different application locations (lower abdomen, lower back, inner thigh and scrotum) and after a bad test result I started to regularly do my 3 monthly blood test at the trough in my E2 levels (just before I would usually apply the next dose). I released that while I was getting good levels, they were dropping off too quickly and my trough levels were way too low. I was applying 1mg to inner thigh and 1mg to scrotum. The inner thigh has plenty of fat so the E2 is released slowly in small quantities but the scrotum has no fat and is extra absorbent so the E2 would release quickly in large quantities but would quickly fall off.
I did some research into E2 implants as I wanted my level to be more stable however after discussing it with my doctor we decided to try 1mg in the morning and 1mg in the evening instead of 2mg in the morning, with the option to go to implants if I was unhappy with the result.
Oestradiol(E2) Testosterone
Date pmol/L(pg/mL) nmol/L(ng/dL) Notes
=====================================================
03/06/22 37.1(1,069) Baseline
22/07/22 126(34) 20.2(582) 1x Lower Abdomen
30/09/22 191(52) 17.2(496) 1x Lower Abdomen, 1x Lower Back
21/11/22 1115(304) 1.6(46) 1x Lower Abdomen, 1x Lower Back, 1x Scrotum
13/03/23 691(188) 1x Both Inner Thighs, 1x Scrotum, Stopped RR
09/06/23 3587(977) 4.9(141) 1x Both Inner Thighs, 1x Scrotum, Bad Test, Test Re-Booked
15/06/23 93(25) 1x Both Inner Thighs, 1x Scrotum, Trough Level
20/09/23 341(93) 0.8(23) 1x Scrotum AM, 1x Scrotum PM, Trough Level
02/12/23 551(150) 0.7(20) 1x Scrotum AM, 1x Scrotum PM, Trough Level
Turns out that was the ideal solution for me, applying 1mg of Estradiol to my scrotum twice daily. I was happy with my trough E2 levels at 551pmol/L(150pg/mL), they were a little lower that I would have liked but they are within the desired range and they are trough levels after all, my E2 would be much higher a few hours after application. For the first time my T levels had dropped way down to 0.7nmol/L(20ng/dL) I never would have imagined that I could do mono-therapy Estrogen with only 2mg of Sandrena Gel daily. It was never my goal for my T to get that low, but I am much happier with my body running on Estrogen than T, I feel more content.
My current Regime:
Morning
HRT:
Sandrena (E2) 1x 1mg applied to scrotum.
Nature Balance Plus 5mg DHEA, 0.3mg E2, 1.2mg E3, 30mg P4 applied to both breasts.
NBE:
Vitamin C 1x 250mg
L-Tyrisone 1x 500mg
Blessed Thistle 1x 400mg
Panax Ginseng 1x 500mg
GABA 1x 750mg
MSM 2x 1000mg
Other Medications:
Curcumin 1x 600mg
L-Cartinine 1x 341mg
L-Argninine 1x 700mg
Evening
HRT:
Sandrena (E2) 1x 1mg applied to scrotum.
Nature Balance Plus 5mg DHEA, 0.3mg E2, 1.2mg E3, 30mg P4 applied to both breasts.
Utogestan (P4) 1x 200mg rectally.
NBE:
Vitamin C 1x 250mg
Calcium Citrate 2x 333mg
Vitamin D3 1x 10000IU
L-Tyrisone 1x 500mg
Blessed Thistle 1x 400mg
Panax Ginseng 1x 500mg
GABA 1x 750mg
MSM 2x 1000mg
Other Medications:
Tadalafil 1x 5mg
L-Cartinine 1x 341mg
19 Months HRT
My current Bra size is between 38B and 38C, I started wearing the 38C because it is slightly more comfortable.
I've read people say that PM and especially HRT is a slippery slope and it will most likely change the way you think. With what started as a desire to have breasts changing into a full blown desire to transition completely. I am relieved to say that I have not experienced anything along those lines with my desires and goals remaining unchanged right from when I started NBE.
I have no desire for my penis or testicles to shrink, I have ED as is to be expected on such low T, I take Tadalafil(Cialis) daily to combat this. I am also happy to report that there has been no notable shrinkage of either.
I am starting to get a feminine figure with my hips much wider than my waist and feminine fat distribution.
I would like larger nipples and have dabbled in Supple Nips and Noogleberry, I had good results with the Supple Nips, but I find myself lacking the time to do it regularly anymore. I work 12 hours a day for 14 days straight, then have a week off. I only have around 1hr at night when I'm at work and can never be bothered after such a long day and I am unable to when I'm home during my week off for privacy reasons.
Sorry for the long introduction, I would however like to end on a question or two. I have been considering starting Glandular Therapy with Bovine Ovary, Uterine and Pituitary as I hear it can make the changes more... permanent?. I have read that you shouldn't use BO unless you truly desire to transition all the way, but seeing as though I am already on HRT and don't ever see myself stopping, is there any reason I shouldn't use BO? Will it change anything that HRT alone isn't already doing, or will it simply compliment HRT and enhance the changes I'm already going through?
Regards,
Leggy
I'd like to start with a little about myself. Besides a few posts at the start of my journey I've been a lurker on these forums for over 3 years. I have learned a lot and I thank you all for that.
I am in my late thirties, male at birth and consider myself non-binary with the desired to feminise my body to align with who I am.
Before
I decided to start with NBE in March 2020, starting with Fenugreek and Saw Palmetto. After 4 months I changed to PM, later on changing Saw Palmetto for Red Reshi. I achieved moderate breast growth but I wanted more changes.
18 Months NBE
After being on NBE for 2 years and 3 months I found a Doctor with experience helping Trans people transition with gender affirming hormone therapy. She was very understanding of my desires for a slightly different treatment plan than she would normally start a Transwoman on due to me being Non-Binary. I had already done my research and knew I wanted to be on Estrogen only without an AA.
Upon doing my baseline blood test I started on Sandrena Gel, 1mg per day in June 2022. After 3 months I went to 2mg per day, then 3mg per day 3 months later. After a high result from my blood test we decided to go back to 2mg per day and at this time I stopped taking Red Reshi.
I experimented with different application locations (lower abdomen, lower back, inner thigh and scrotum) and after a bad test result I started to regularly do my 3 monthly blood test at the trough in my E2 levels (just before I would usually apply the next dose). I released that while I was getting good levels, they were dropping off too quickly and my trough levels were way too low. I was applying 1mg to inner thigh and 1mg to scrotum. The inner thigh has plenty of fat so the E2 is released slowly in small quantities but the scrotum has no fat and is extra absorbent so the E2 would release quickly in large quantities but would quickly fall off.
I did some research into E2 implants as I wanted my level to be more stable however after discussing it with my doctor we decided to try 1mg in the morning and 1mg in the evening instead of 2mg in the morning, with the option to go to implants if I was unhappy with the result.
Oestradiol(E2) Testosterone
Date pmol/L(pg/mL) nmol/L(ng/dL) Notes
=====================================================
03/06/22 37.1(1,069) Baseline
22/07/22 126(34) 20.2(582) 1x Lower Abdomen
30/09/22 191(52) 17.2(496) 1x Lower Abdomen, 1x Lower Back
21/11/22 1115(304) 1.6(46) 1x Lower Abdomen, 1x Lower Back, 1x Scrotum
13/03/23 691(188) 1x Both Inner Thighs, 1x Scrotum, Stopped RR
09/06/23 3587(977) 4.9(141) 1x Both Inner Thighs, 1x Scrotum, Bad Test, Test Re-Booked
15/06/23 93(25) 1x Both Inner Thighs, 1x Scrotum, Trough Level
20/09/23 341(93) 0.8(23) 1x Scrotum AM, 1x Scrotum PM, Trough Level
02/12/23 551(150) 0.7(20) 1x Scrotum AM, 1x Scrotum PM, Trough Level
Turns out that was the ideal solution for me, applying 1mg of Estradiol to my scrotum twice daily. I was happy with my trough E2 levels at 551pmol/L(150pg/mL), they were a little lower that I would have liked but they are within the desired range and they are trough levels after all, my E2 would be much higher a few hours after application. For the first time my T levels had dropped way down to 0.7nmol/L(20ng/dL) I never would have imagined that I could do mono-therapy Estrogen with only 2mg of Sandrena Gel daily. It was never my goal for my T to get that low, but I am much happier with my body running on Estrogen than T, I feel more content.
My current Regime:
Morning
HRT:
Sandrena (E2) 1x 1mg applied to scrotum.
Nature Balance Plus 5mg DHEA, 0.3mg E2, 1.2mg E3, 30mg P4 applied to both breasts.
NBE:
Vitamin C 1x 250mg
L-Tyrisone 1x 500mg
Blessed Thistle 1x 400mg
Panax Ginseng 1x 500mg
GABA 1x 750mg
MSM 2x 1000mg
Other Medications:
Curcumin 1x 600mg
L-Cartinine 1x 341mg
L-Argninine 1x 700mg
Evening
HRT:
Sandrena (E2) 1x 1mg applied to scrotum.
Nature Balance Plus 5mg DHEA, 0.3mg E2, 1.2mg E3, 30mg P4 applied to both breasts.
Utogestan (P4) 1x 200mg rectally.
NBE:
Vitamin C 1x 250mg
Calcium Citrate 2x 333mg
Vitamin D3 1x 10000IU
L-Tyrisone 1x 500mg
Blessed Thistle 1x 400mg
Panax Ginseng 1x 500mg
GABA 1x 750mg
MSM 2x 1000mg
Other Medications:
Tadalafil 1x 5mg
L-Cartinine 1x 341mg
19 Months HRT
My current Bra size is between 38B and 38C, I started wearing the 38C because it is slightly more comfortable.
I've read people say that PM and especially HRT is a slippery slope and it will most likely change the way you think. With what started as a desire to have breasts changing into a full blown desire to transition completely. I am relieved to say that I have not experienced anything along those lines with my desires and goals remaining unchanged right from when I started NBE.
I have no desire for my penis or testicles to shrink, I have ED as is to be expected on such low T, I take Tadalafil(Cialis) daily to combat this. I am also happy to report that there has been no notable shrinkage of either.
I am starting to get a feminine figure with my hips much wider than my waist and feminine fat distribution.
I would like larger nipples and have dabbled in Supple Nips and Noogleberry, I had good results with the Supple Nips, but I find myself lacking the time to do it regularly anymore. I work 12 hours a day for 14 days straight, then have a week off. I only have around 1hr at night when I'm at work and can never be bothered after such a long day and I am unable to when I'm home during my week off for privacy reasons.
Sorry for the long introduction, I would however like to end on a question or two. I have been considering starting Glandular Therapy with Bovine Ovary, Uterine and Pituitary as I hear it can make the changes more... permanent?. I have read that you shouldn't use BO unless you truly desire to transition all the way, but seeing as though I am already on HRT and don't ever see myself stopping, is there any reason I shouldn't use BO? Will it change anything that HRT alone isn't already doing, or will it simply compliment HRT and enhance the changes I'm already going through?
Regards,
Leggy