08-08-2024, 11:05 PM
Hey there, I found out about the forum kinda by accident, but have been reading up a little over the last day or so, and it has given me a lot to chew on!
I figured I’d introduce myself, mainly to settle my own thoughts I guess, and to share my backstory, and maybe gather some advice from others to see what it might take to grow a little!
Who am I?
I’m a 35 year old man, living with my partner and still young daughter (less than 2). I primarily work from home in second/third tier tech support, except for some freelance work every few years at the Olympics (yes, I’m in Paris as I write this!)
I was raised as a Catholic (no abuse), and am 4th out of 5, with 3 being sisters. I’ve never particularly fit in within my family, having a lot of different interests, and being 6 years younger than my older sister, and 7 years older than my younger sister.
Of desires and exploration
From my early teens, I developed an interest in the female body, with a particular fixation on breasts and bras, though still with an interest in panties. There were many times that I smuggled my sister’s and mum’s underwear, primarily for sexual gratification, and consequently, multiple ‘talks’ from mum and/or dad about how it was wrong and a sin etc. Alongside this, I spent a lot of time looking through the underwear sections of catalogues, often in the same room as my parents, I’ve grown to understand that risky things are definitely a turn on for me, within reason! Alongside all of this, there was a reasonable amount of anal exploration, though still a definite attraction towards women.
Fast forward a few years, and moving out from my parent’s gave me the freedom to explore a little more, and I started to grow a small collection of my own female underwear, exploring with crossdressing, again, from a sexual gratification aspect, rather than a desire to be female.
When I met my partner, she introduced me to the fetish world, and although this was primarily around her fetishes and kinks, I did explore some of my own as well. I’m lucky that my partner was on board with me exploring my feminine side, although this has dropped off somewhat in recent years, and it’s now more of a personal thing. Either way, one of the ladies we used to help run events also did a lot with trans ladies, dressing etc. and as such, I do own a very nice pair of Amoena breast forms, and a wig. Both of which were presents, the breast forms from my partner, and the wig from our friend.
What I have learned from my explorations is that I definitely have a sexualised fascination with the female form. Specifically, I like the shape of my body wearing breast forms and underwear, and sometimes female clothing on top. I often seek more of a female orgasm, in particular I have a fondness for using a womaniser on my frenulum with minimal manual stimulation, it is such a different way to orgasm!!! (Hot tip for others out there
) And often seek anal stimulation as well.
Alongside my breast forms however, I often find myself in my older bras, enjoying the feel on my skin, and the little that I do fill them currently. I also sometimes brave going out with a bra under my t-shirt, though often only with another layer on top, and have yet to brave going out wearing my breast forms.
My biggest issue with the forms has always been that they are not me, and when I have used worn them adhered to my skin, it just isn’t . . . Well, it isn’t me.
My body and me
That last section was all about thoughts and feelings, and the reasons. I’m going to backtrack a little again here.
I do recall some tenderness, and in particular pain in my nipples when I was going through puberty. I mostly put it down to them being hard in the cool air, and it was always most noticeable when doing sport, so I figured it was probably the sports tops irritating them, alongside puberty of course.
Now that I look back, I suspect there was a little gynecomastia, though it wasn’t overly noticeable back then, it became more noticeable as I put on some more weight.
These days, I definitely consider myself to have moobs, and whilst I’m not particularly fond of being topless, I have grown to accept them, and as mentioned further up, I do enjoy that I can fill out some smaller bras a little.
Other than that, I do have a little extra weight around the stomach, and am quite broad shouldered. I currently measure at about a 42/44 band, and according to the calculators, either a B or C cup, though with my breasts being very wide set, that is an utter lie, and they are definitely more of an A cup for most bras!
Visions of a future
So what is it that Breast Nexus has opened the doors to for me?
The idea that maybe I could consider growing my breasts a little, that maybe that would be more me than I am at the moment. My main considerations for doing so are wanting to have larger, and more feminine breasts, wider areolae, and larger (primarily wider) nipples. I don’t really have a target cup size in mind, though bringing the breast tissue closer together would definitely be preferable to where they currently sit. I’m less concerned about the rest of my body, though a more feminine figure overall wouldn’t be considered a negative for me. I wouldn’t want to put on more weight around my middle, and my diet isn’t the best, so BO is probably not the option for me.
I would welcome any, and all advice on how I might get started on this journey, should I decide to, and also any and all comments or questions to help me come to a decision on whether this is right for me! Also, if you’d like to know more about me, just ask away!
Overview of me and my figure
Standing from the front
Standing from the side
Lying down from the side (they all but disappear)
I figured I’d introduce myself, mainly to settle my own thoughts I guess, and to share my backstory, and maybe gather some advice from others to see what it might take to grow a little!
Who am I?
I’m a 35 year old man, living with my partner and still young daughter (less than 2). I primarily work from home in second/third tier tech support, except for some freelance work every few years at the Olympics (yes, I’m in Paris as I write this!)
I was raised as a Catholic (no abuse), and am 4th out of 5, with 3 being sisters. I’ve never particularly fit in within my family, having a lot of different interests, and being 6 years younger than my older sister, and 7 years older than my younger sister.
Of desires and exploration
From my early teens, I developed an interest in the female body, with a particular fixation on breasts and bras, though still with an interest in panties. There were many times that I smuggled my sister’s and mum’s underwear, primarily for sexual gratification, and consequently, multiple ‘talks’ from mum and/or dad about how it was wrong and a sin etc. Alongside this, I spent a lot of time looking through the underwear sections of catalogues, often in the same room as my parents, I’ve grown to understand that risky things are definitely a turn on for me, within reason! Alongside all of this, there was a reasonable amount of anal exploration, though still a definite attraction towards women.
Fast forward a few years, and moving out from my parent’s gave me the freedom to explore a little more, and I started to grow a small collection of my own female underwear, exploring with crossdressing, again, from a sexual gratification aspect, rather than a desire to be female.
When I met my partner, she introduced me to the fetish world, and although this was primarily around her fetishes and kinks, I did explore some of my own as well. I’m lucky that my partner was on board with me exploring my feminine side, although this has dropped off somewhat in recent years, and it’s now more of a personal thing. Either way, one of the ladies we used to help run events also did a lot with trans ladies, dressing etc. and as such, I do own a very nice pair of Amoena breast forms, and a wig. Both of which were presents, the breast forms from my partner, and the wig from our friend.
What I have learned from my explorations is that I definitely have a sexualised fascination with the female form. Specifically, I like the shape of my body wearing breast forms and underwear, and sometimes female clothing on top. I often seek more of a female orgasm, in particular I have a fondness for using a womaniser on my frenulum with minimal manual stimulation, it is such a different way to orgasm!!! (Hot tip for others out there
) And often seek anal stimulation as well.Alongside my breast forms however, I often find myself in my older bras, enjoying the feel on my skin, and the little that I do fill them currently. I also sometimes brave going out with a bra under my t-shirt, though often only with another layer on top, and have yet to brave going out wearing my breast forms.
My biggest issue with the forms has always been that they are not me, and when I have used worn them adhered to my skin, it just isn’t . . . Well, it isn’t me.
My body and me
That last section was all about thoughts and feelings, and the reasons. I’m going to backtrack a little again here.
I do recall some tenderness, and in particular pain in my nipples when I was going through puberty. I mostly put it down to them being hard in the cool air, and it was always most noticeable when doing sport, so I figured it was probably the sports tops irritating them, alongside puberty of course.
Now that I look back, I suspect there was a little gynecomastia, though it wasn’t overly noticeable back then, it became more noticeable as I put on some more weight.
These days, I definitely consider myself to have moobs, and whilst I’m not particularly fond of being topless, I have grown to accept them, and as mentioned further up, I do enjoy that I can fill out some smaller bras a little.
Other than that, I do have a little extra weight around the stomach, and am quite broad shouldered. I currently measure at about a 42/44 band, and according to the calculators, either a B or C cup, though with my breasts being very wide set, that is an utter lie, and they are definitely more of an A cup for most bras!
Visions of a future
So what is it that Breast Nexus has opened the doors to for me?
The idea that maybe I could consider growing my breasts a little, that maybe that would be more me than I am at the moment. My main considerations for doing so are wanting to have larger, and more feminine breasts, wider areolae, and larger (primarily wider) nipples. I don’t really have a target cup size in mind, though bringing the breast tissue closer together would definitely be preferable to where they currently sit. I’m less concerned about the rest of my body, though a more feminine figure overall wouldn’t be considered a negative for me. I wouldn’t want to put on more weight around my middle, and my diet isn’t the best, so BO is probably not the option for me.
I would welcome any, and all advice on how I might get started on this journey, should I decide to, and also any and all comments or questions to help me come to a decision on whether this is right for me! Also, if you’d like to know more about me, just ask away!
Overview of me and my figure
Standing from the front
Standing from the side
Lying down from the side (they all but disappear)
