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Acceptance is difficult, acceptance with understanding is rare. I don't like the fact that transition takes courage, it shouldn't. I feel strange when people congratulate me for bravery as I'm not volunteering into this. Believe me that I wouldn't do any of this if I didn't have to. But then as I must transition, then I'll do everything to make it work out, price wont matter, neither the time it takes... If it needs bravery, then so be it.

So beautiful said Johanna!

Another important aspect of my journey you got me to realize is: yes a lot of us have wasted time but what ever time we have left, if we believe in what were doing and put all the energy and effort into it, nobody will be able to stop my dreams.

I still say your place is HERE teaching the ones of us that wish to follow.  As we don’t choose this journey it chooses us.

Aways!
Caylee

[Kay Lady]

Caylee's quote: "As we don’t choose this journey it chooses us."

Those are very true and powerful words. 

Kay

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Kay!

Thank you!

This journey is far more difficult than I ever imagined.  But when I stop and reflect. I’m grateful to be chosen for this journey.

But I must really thank DiDi, or the name I prefer Lara Johanna as she has been a huge inspiration on turning my thoughts and views down the best path.  And helping me of the roller coaster.

Always,

Caylee

[Heaven's Night]

Awww, thank you Caylee. That's so sweet thing to say.  

I guess this is my way to contribute back to the community, if I was rich, I would start a private clinic to help poor trans people in need to get on their feet and to get their transition going. I've dreamed of it many times, but unfortunately I'm not a millionaire who could do it so something modest instead, information about hormone sorcery to make our dream bodies happen is worth a lot and I think my experience on it is quite unique so sharing is caring. I feel BN is a nice place for this as I'm not getting tons of nasty attention here, we seem to reach quite a lot of people every day though, there's gazillion guests reading everything so that's quite a bit of eyes on posts here.

Staying has definitely been worth it.

[CM213]

Lara it would be a very sad dad if you ever decide to leave. This forum isn't that bad, yes there may be some hickups every now and then but for the most part everyone here is kind. I feel BN would not be the same if there was no Hellodidi here. So many would be lost and or struggling with out many of your contributions here. There are many people here who care about you very much and would hate to lose you, if you ever do decide to leave it would be understandable but a very sad day. You are not replaceable.

[Heaven's Night]

Awww, thanks. That's why I have stuck around... Most trans women the moment they figure out their transition, end up leaving and I wholly understand their reasoning. And its all the more reason to stay. Especially because boobs aren't grown and body changes done in a year or two, its a project for a decade or even longer. I think it will benefit quite many to see how long it takes and how it works out.

Besides I don't believe every stone has been turned about breast growing magic either as last few years have proven. There's always something new to discover. Many trans women out there crave for information about this, how to make their HRT programs more effective. BN is perfect safe space for finding out how.