26-10-2024, 05:18 AM
I started for a short time back in 2014, again for a bit in 2015, but stopped.
I am a male, and plan to remain due to family/work, but part of me always has been different and drawn me towards the feminine side (cross dressing started in middle school, but life had other plans as far as the medical/herbal assistance for the breast growth). I started with gynecomastia, going back to puberty when. I was rail thin (6' 140 as a highschool senior), and the gynecomastia was always a pain point that i got over as I grew into a 270lb man... Still think that is primary development (and fat moobies), but I do not wish to transition. I just want my own to grow a bit more at this point in life.
I have purchased a few months worth again from Ainterol.
Being that I am a bit fat, it will help hide the development a bit more, but I eventually need to drop the visceral fat, it just isn't healthy.
I want/need to drop about 50 lbs and get back to around 220 for the sake of my feet and lower back as much as anything. Running just doesn't work after years of using pain killers when running track and cross country to get through the pain. I tend to avoid pills and have grown to have a bit of a complex ever since I accidentally swallowed a gel cap so I have been thinking about rectal usage instead (also to save my liver a bit)
I've had a career change recently which has helped start me on the path of working out and eating healthier, but I need to start working out properly/regularly and I am aligning it with my NBE and so far it has help motivate me a bit more. Maybe the PM is focusing my brain a little better or something.
Anyway, I changed my username as it reflects where I am a bit better, and I think the benefit of wisdom will help in my journey where I would have had trouble 20 years ago, even though it would have made more sense when I was that rail thin lad...
I am a male, and plan to remain due to family/work, but part of me always has been different and drawn me towards the feminine side (cross dressing started in middle school, but life had other plans as far as the medical/herbal assistance for the breast growth). I started with gynecomastia, going back to puberty when. I was rail thin (6' 140 as a highschool senior), and the gynecomastia was always a pain point that i got over as I grew into a 270lb man... Still think that is primary development (and fat moobies), but I do not wish to transition. I just want my own to grow a bit more at this point in life.
I have purchased a few months worth again from Ainterol.
Being that I am a bit fat, it will help hide the development a bit more, but I eventually need to drop the visceral fat, it just isn't healthy.
I want/need to drop about 50 lbs and get back to around 220 for the sake of my feet and lower back as much as anything. Running just doesn't work after years of using pain killers when running track and cross country to get through the pain. I tend to avoid pills and have grown to have a bit of a complex ever since I accidentally swallowed a gel cap so I have been thinking about rectal usage instead (also to save my liver a bit)
I've had a career change recently which has helped start me on the path of working out and eating healthier, but I need to start working out properly/regularly and I am aligning it with my NBE and so far it has help motivate me a bit more. Maybe the PM is focusing my brain a little better or something.
Anyway, I changed my username as it reflects where I am a bit better, and I think the benefit of wisdom will help in my journey where I would have had trouble 20 years ago, even though it would have made more sense when I was that rail thin lad...