Okay, this thread is kind of nerve-racking for me to make for some reason, but I can't seem to help but be curious as to if there are any other women out there like me, so I thought I'd throw this out there.. and possibly hide behind the sofa for a bit.
My primary sexual fetish has been that of large breasts since I was around 10, when I was looking through a clothes catalogue and decided to cut out the pictures of women in bras and stick them to a piece of paper.
The downside to this was that I accidentally left the piece of paper in the catalogue, and only remembered it was there when my sister wanted to borrow the catalogue! My blood ran cold! A pretty aggressive of a tug-of-war between my sister (10 years older than myself) and I ensued and I was fraught with absolutely crippling embarrassment that the piece of paper would be found inside.
Despite the fact that I actually managed to successfully wrestle it off her, I think, in some sense, my attraction towards breasts became further intensified after that incident. Looking at them felt like something of a 'forbidden fruit', very naughty. The size of the breasts I fantasized about became bigger and bigger.
Not that I look up the breast sizes of the performers I like, or am fussy about particular sizes, to give you an idea, the kind of range I enjoy is anything from around a UK G cup to a J cup.
I myself am a full 32B. I can fill a C cup, but find that the larger cups can dig into my armpits.
I can't help but feel that part of my desire for large breasts stems from my fetish, and partly from the fact that my boyfriends fetish at least partially involves very large breasts. I feel like I understand the exact kind of arousal a man feels when he sees them. I feel like a man when I get off to them. I feel as though I look at women the same way a straight man would.
Despite my partners constant reassurances to me that he loves my breasts as they are, I feel pathetic that I cannot offer EITHER of us the content of both of our fantasies. I can understand that there is an unhealthy desire in me to attempt to be a 'fantasy girl', but I can't seem to shake it.
I have started to think that perhaps I would even find MYSELF physically arousing if I had the same body that I find so alluring. Perhaps myself having large breasts is a fetish in and of itself? I can't help but feel that I would feel unbearably sexual if I had breasts like the ones I fantasize about. Almost as though they would transform me.
*Phew*... I feel like I've just got a TON out of my system. 0_0 I hope this might be well-received and not seem too weird. :S
And please, if anyone is in anything resembling a similar situation to me, I'd be very happy to hear from you whether it's here or through pm.
Many, many thanks for reading if you got this far!
Yours,
- Brunella.
My primary sexual fetish has been that of large breasts since I was around 10, when I was looking through a clothes catalogue and decided to cut out the pictures of women in bras and stick them to a piece of paper.
The downside to this was that I accidentally left the piece of paper in the catalogue, and only remembered it was there when my sister wanted to borrow the catalogue! My blood ran cold! A pretty aggressive of a tug-of-war between my sister (10 years older than myself) and I ensued and I was fraught with absolutely crippling embarrassment that the piece of paper would be found inside.
Despite the fact that I actually managed to successfully wrestle it off her, I think, in some sense, my attraction towards breasts became further intensified after that incident. Looking at them felt like something of a 'forbidden fruit', very naughty. The size of the breasts I fantasized about became bigger and bigger.
Not that I look up the breast sizes of the performers I like, or am fussy about particular sizes, to give you an idea, the kind of range I enjoy is anything from around a UK G cup to a J cup.
I myself am a full 32B. I can fill a C cup, but find that the larger cups can dig into my armpits.
I can't help but feel that part of my desire for large breasts stems from my fetish, and partly from the fact that my boyfriends fetish at least partially involves very large breasts. I feel like I understand the exact kind of arousal a man feels when he sees them. I feel like a man when I get off to them. I feel as though I look at women the same way a straight man would.
Despite my partners constant reassurances to me that he loves my breasts as they are, I feel pathetic that I cannot offer EITHER of us the content of both of our fantasies. I can understand that there is an unhealthy desire in me to attempt to be a 'fantasy girl', but I can't seem to shake it.
I have started to think that perhaps I would even find MYSELF physically arousing if I had the same body that I find so alluring. Perhaps myself having large breasts is a fetish in and of itself? I can't help but feel that I would feel unbearably sexual if I had breasts like the ones I fantasize about. Almost as though they would transform me.
*Phew*... I feel like I've just got a TON out of my system. 0_0 I hope this might be well-received and not seem too weird. :S
And please, if anyone is in anything resembling a similar situation to me, I'd be very happy to hear from you whether it's here or through pm.
Many, many thanks for reading if you got this far!
Yours,
- Brunella.
i would say there are a lot of men out there who fantasize about large boobs or just boobs in general. Some men want to grow there own boobs as part of a sexual fantasy and find the thought of having breasts a turn on. I dont see it being different for women, i mean many women find breasts attractive, boobs are beautiful in all there shapes and sizes. I will confess when i started my NBE i had a small part of me that found growing boobs to be exciting. But whatever you think dont worry to much what your partner thinks, i mean men do love boobs in any size 
good luck chick.
Like you, I also once cut out some pictures of topless women when I was very young, maybe 11. For some reason my mother purchased an arty fashion mag with lots of partially nude photos. The models weren't very large breasted, but a few had larger breasts than typical models so I was still interested. She would never have purchased such a thing if she had young boys in the house. Little did she know...
it took a long time to except my feelings and do something about it. Breasts for men and woman are very interesting because there always hidden in our society and anything that is hidden always attracts interest, i mean is human nature to want to know and see things that may be we should not ? but i honestly think women should not have to feel they need to conform and cover up what in my opinion is a very natural and beautiful part of a human body. Breasts are natures gift to help nurture and they represent life. I know thats a very naturist way of viewing things but boobs are beautiful in all shapes and sizes so lets celebrate that and not have to worry about them 