(02-11-2012, 05:01 PM)Mandy88 Wrote: Hello! 
I want to share my Pueraria Mirifica story, I would like to get some feedback and know if any of You out there have experienced something similar. Maybe somebody will find this helpful in the future. I also just need to get this out since I'm plagued with loneliness and cant really share this with anyone in the real world.......
Hi Mandy, sorry for the late response AND to not reading each and every threaded-response to your note. I just have a bit to say about my own experiences and hope they help you a bit.
Firstly, you are very correct in that PM is a remarkably powerful herb that surpasses expectations for a few of us -- for me the results were and are beyond expectations.
Next, I want to say that you should just be calm and relax about your new-found feelings and realizations: while they may be new to you, and perhaps scary to contemplate, allow them to occur and allow yourself the time and space to absorb what those thoughts and feelings may be. I recall when I was in my early teens, and then even into my twenties, the SHOCK of knowing I felt different and then the NEED to do something about it was horrifying. The fears I felt in coming out, dealing with family and friends, and knowing I was different --- all of it was scary. I recall feeling angry at God and life and everyone that (1) I wasn't "normal" and (2) if not, then whay couldn't I have been born a woman.
I realized with time that I was who I was for a reason, and I stopped making excuses and began to embrace me for me --- a feminine creature who adores so much of what and who I know am --- but who, in my youth, couldn't grasp it all at once --- it took years for me to absorb what it really meant to "be me." So, my dear -- next advice? -- be patient and calm, and allow these new feelings breathing space and time to mellow and mature.
I can't emphasize this enough: Do NOT feel wrong for feeling this way --- the "wrongest" thing you could do is NOT ALLOW yourself to FEEL. So feel, and grow, and understand yourself.
Now, the PM will indeed change your body (and if added w SP and Maca even more so), and the PM will indeed change your thought patterns. For me, even only one-month into it, I felt calmer, way way WAYYY calmer. I felt more like ME ......and I loved the feeling. Yes, I was more emotional BUT it allowed the real me to be -- and the real me was feminine and emotional and feeling and caring.
I found I loved snuggling with my boyfriend more than ever. I just wanted to be held and cuddled and touched. Our relationship improved, and it was based on greater intimacy rather than just "crazy-monkey-sex" all the time! (LOL)
As for the skin, yes ....my skin went as soft as soft can be!! I loved it, and still do. My hair was fuller and all over i just felt more youthful. And the main reason for PM, of course, was and is breast growth. I am really REALLY happy with both breast growth (I do NOT want massive hooters, I love mine the way they are --- very feminine and slightly more than the proverbial "mouthful"

and with overall feminizing (smoother skin, fuller lips, rounder in spots, etc)
Anyway, do NOT feel despair, rather --- FEEL. It is ok to feel.
Lastly, please write me if you choose to directly -- I will be more than happy to assist and become a pen-pal on your journey of discovery.
be at peace --- please --- and seek the guidance as you have of the many experts here and elsewhere who care.
Ciao.