[Susan Anne Hertz]

I have been of a feminine mindset most of my life. I feel I fall into the category of androgynous mainly but these labels are of course hard to really define. I have written (and will continue to update) my thoughts over the last roughly 3 months concerning the experience I'm having with PM. It's been very, very interesting and in most ways parallels things I read here. For reference I now am taking 2 x 500 PM, 1 x 940 SP and 1 x 500 Calcium in the morning and again in the evening. I take 1 x 500 PM at lunch (mid-day). All taken with milk. My thoughts so far follow.

[Susan Anne Hertz]

Nov 24, 2012:I have tried herbals in the past and gotten some small results but it was at an inconvenient time and did not continue. I decided to try Pueraria Mirifica to see if I could get any feminizing results. I'm older at 64 and do already have some "man boobs" on a average frame (5'9 - 178). I'm not real intense on this and have been taking a modest 1 500mg twice a day with milk and massaging with the PM cream as well AM and PM. I note the following results after 2 weeks: definite softening of skin thats very pleasing; puffiness of my nipples with itching and sometimes hurting; slightly firmer but not really larger breast; definite emotionality with 2-3 crying episodes over really nothing. It's hard to explain but with the nipple puffiness and firming I "notice" my breasts more as I go about the day. I've been wearing a sports bra but will be buying a few nice A cup bras just to see how they fit (been wanting to do that w/my man boobs for some time anyway). My boobs do show through my tee shirts and golf shirts. I hadn't really realized it but someone took pics this summer playing golf and looking at myself in the pics I said yikes!! Boobs! Anyway, its only been 2 weeks with PM but I'll update regularly. My goal is just a nice firming of my breasts and perhaps a good full A cup; puffier more sensitive nipples and a general internal feeling of femininity. The softer skin is soo nice too!

[Susan Anne Hertz]

Dec. 4, 2012:I've been on herbals this time around for only a little less than a month. Being older (64) I have a feeling that my T is lower than ever so that herbal phytoestrogen is having more of an impact. Also I've felt all my life that I am mostly feminine and herbals seem to awaken that (same thing happened when I used them previously). Outward genetic signs in me include no body hair except in the feminine places, a very small penis (known as petite medically) and feminine demeanor that some people have "accused" me of over my life. So I believe I am very suseptible or reactive to female hormones of whatever type. I can't really say I have breast "growth" but they def. are firmer. Nipples hurt and are puffy. I am using puraria creme as well as the capsules. Just in daily out and about I "notice" my breasts much more. My skin has become so pleasingly soft. I def. don't get hard as often and even when I play with myself the feeling is different. Hard to describe but it's a less "urgent" feeling yet I also get this deep warm feeling that's incredibly pleasant. Overall my feelings seem to have more rounded edges; softer; meaningful or something. I just feel sooo much more feminine in outlook and that's wonderfully nice. I don't have any unrealistic or huge expectations. Yet I know "something" is happening by how I feel. OMG I'm feeling so, so feminine and it gets stronger every day. I have also cried "out of the blue" on a number of ocassions and feel constantly right on the edge of emotions. That's soooo different than the male feelings. Frankly I feel wonderful. I feel like "me". So whatever outside results happen are welcome and loved but I'd not trade these wonderful (getting stronger) interior feminine feelings for anything.

[Susan Anne Hertz]

Feb 3, 2013:
Yes!
My girls feel very firm and I "notice" them very much. They def. have grown a little. My nipples are always puffy now and do hurt most of the time-so I know "something" is happening. When I massage them I can feel a little mounding just below the nipple. I really do need to wear a bra not so much for support, but as a cushion for my sore nipples. PM and SP have a very interesting effect in that I'm sure it's supressing T levels as I feel much less need to masturbate or watch porn. I feel less edgy. It's a very even, nice feeling of feminity and that alone is quite pleasing to me. I will hit the 3 month mark on 2/13 and have no plans to discontinue. I'm not intense about quick noticable boobie growth. I just take my PM & SP daily and don't dwell on it much and things accumulate slowly. I do love the accompanying feeling of well being that a lot of girls on the Breast Nexus forum report. The combination of all this plus my (always now) use of the nipple tatoos is incredibly nice as well. I am seeing a female chest in my mirror every day when I step out of the shower and go about my day with a much more feminine outlook!

[Susan Anne Hertz]

Above I mentioned the use of "nipple tattoos". I have always had disappointingly small aureolas. As my breasts have gotten incrementally firmer using PM etc. I found a site that sells temporary "tattoos" that are a big help to mastectomy patients. I tried them and am very, very pleased with the results. If anyone is interested here's the link:http://www.rubonnipples.com/nipples/ I will try to post pictures of my progress in the near future.

[sfem]

Welcome Susan Anne. Congratulations on what sounds like a great start on your way to the new and improved Susan Anne! If you stay with the PM, I bet within a year you won't be needing or wanting the nipple tattoos. It appears you respond well to the herbs.

[Susan Anne Hertz]

Thanks. Actually, I'm a little surprised at how well and quickly I'm responding to the regimen. I think that for all we write here, PM is a very powerful, mysterious and largely unknown, unstudied agent. Years ago I tried Evanesce for a time with only slight results after 3 months. What a huge difference.