25-06-2013, 01:33 PM
just read this on another site that I frequent,
it shows the 2 ways this can go, ie Beverely Rose , so it does happen,
Were all a little unusual here and may even be a sub set of sub set but this will show we have to be careful,
One thing for certain if your TS these herbs will out you , if like pansy and sfem which I truly believe them to be a 3rd Gender , bless their bras, then
their mental states are formed and enhanced,
Its the pandoras box ones that need too be careful,
As for me I have no idea,
as quoted on the other site, that has very good results with herbs,
I appreciate all the feedback. I can't answer for why someone is here, what they felt like when they were born, etc. I have to think, for most that I have read here, I m truly an outlier. I never had desire to be a woman, EVER! I knew I was a man, and accepted it. What I found as time went on, was I was not the type of man I wanted to be, and was powerless to change it as hard as I tried. I started crossdressing by accident. I was searching the net looking for answers, and one that popped up was a guy talking about crossdressing, and how it relieved stress, and made him feel relaxed. I honestly laughed, because I was thinking what does a dress and makeup have to do with stress? I then found other stories, and they all had a similar theme. I spoke to my wife, and told her and said I would try it for 30 days. (since that is the period it takes for change to really occur)
She bought mme what I needed, and the first time she saw me she laughed so hard! I felt totally hideous, and awkward. I limited my dressing, and often put it off til 7PM at night, despite working from home, I literally dreaded having to do it, and was questioning my commitment, because I felt nothing, except feeling really awkward.
After about a week or so, I at least started feeling more comfortable, and it seemed when I let go of how hideous I felt, it seemed like I was actually noticing a calmer me when I went into the bathroom to get dressed and put on my makeup. What I remember most was I started dressing earlier, instead of putting it off. My wife started noticing, and I remember her saying to me many times, go put your dress and makeup on, which shocked me at first, but I knew why, there was a noticible difference.
By the time the 30 days was up, we alked, and she said to keep dressing, it is more pleasant. I didn't need her to request that, I wanted to keep dressing. The problem was I noticed when I wasn't dressed, I wasn't the same. Now that I had started, like a junkie, I wanted more! I began to dress fulltime, night and day over the next 30-60 days.
To fast forward, then real hormones, which really made me feel lousy, then the herbs. I'm a women 24hrs a day now, not just because I wear makeup, breast forms (although I have breasts now but not very big), and dresses, because something happens, and I don't see anyone talk about this, so I will:
There comes a point of time after looking at yourself for 3 years (half of those on hormones) in the mirror and 99% of the time seeing a well made up women looking back, where your brain, perhaps in conjunction with the hormones, tels you that your a woman. Something happens where your male qualities are all still there, and deep down you know they are still there, but your scared to even let them show themselves for even a second so you bury them! The more feminin I look, the more feminine I feel, he more feminine I seem to desire to be, and the more feminine I become.
It is a continuous cycle, and it is like a slow rolling snowball, very slow, but consistent, and persistent, that grows, until, like the small snowball, gets so big it can no longer be controlled. I don't feel like I can control being a woman or not. I have to be one now! It's almost as if one you taste the feeling, you push for more, until as Traci said, you'll never go back, because you can't control it anymore.
The interesting part is, I didn't want to be a woman, ever, at anytime, but somehow, when I got to a certain place, I was one before I ever knew I was, and that's the DANGER! If your not serious, be careful. You will get to a point where the choice is no longer yours, but the good news, it feels so unbelievably good, you will love it! I know I do!
I'm really Holly now! I don't think or pretend, or desire to be Holly, I am he
it shows the 2 ways this can go, ie Beverely Rose , so it does happen,
Were all a little unusual here and may even be a sub set of sub set but this will show we have to be careful,
One thing for certain if your TS these herbs will out you , if like pansy and sfem which I truly believe them to be a 3rd Gender , bless their bras, then
their mental states are formed and enhanced,
Its the pandoras box ones that need too be careful,
As for me I have no idea,
as quoted on the other site, that has very good results with herbs,
I appreciate all the feedback. I can't answer for why someone is here, what they felt like when they were born, etc. I have to think, for most that I have read here, I m truly an outlier. I never had desire to be a woman, EVER! I knew I was a man, and accepted it. What I found as time went on, was I was not the type of man I wanted to be, and was powerless to change it as hard as I tried. I started crossdressing by accident. I was searching the net looking for answers, and one that popped up was a guy talking about crossdressing, and how it relieved stress, and made him feel relaxed. I honestly laughed, because I was thinking what does a dress and makeup have to do with stress? I then found other stories, and they all had a similar theme. I spoke to my wife, and told her and said I would try it for 30 days. (since that is the period it takes for change to really occur)
She bought mme what I needed, and the first time she saw me she laughed so hard! I felt totally hideous, and awkward. I limited my dressing, and often put it off til 7PM at night, despite working from home, I literally dreaded having to do it, and was questioning my commitment, because I felt nothing, except feeling really awkward.
After about a week or so, I at least started feeling more comfortable, and it seemed when I let go of how hideous I felt, it seemed like I was actually noticing a calmer me when I went into the bathroom to get dressed and put on my makeup. What I remember most was I started dressing earlier, instead of putting it off. My wife started noticing, and I remember her saying to me many times, go put your dress and makeup on, which shocked me at first, but I knew why, there was a noticible difference.
By the time the 30 days was up, we alked, and she said to keep dressing, it is more pleasant. I didn't need her to request that, I wanted to keep dressing. The problem was I noticed when I wasn't dressed, I wasn't the same. Now that I had started, like a junkie, I wanted more! I began to dress fulltime, night and day over the next 30-60 days.
To fast forward, then real hormones, which really made me feel lousy, then the herbs. I'm a women 24hrs a day now, not just because I wear makeup, breast forms (although I have breasts now but not very big), and dresses, because something happens, and I don't see anyone talk about this, so I will:
There comes a point of time after looking at yourself for 3 years (half of those on hormones) in the mirror and 99% of the time seeing a well made up women looking back, where your brain, perhaps in conjunction with the hormones, tels you that your a woman. Something happens where your male qualities are all still there, and deep down you know they are still there, but your scared to even let them show themselves for even a second so you bury them! The more feminin I look, the more feminine I feel, he more feminine I seem to desire to be, and the more feminine I become.
It is a continuous cycle, and it is like a slow rolling snowball, very slow, but consistent, and persistent, that grows, until, like the small snowball, gets so big it can no longer be controlled. I don't feel like I can control being a woman or not. I have to be one now! It's almost as if one you taste the feeling, you push for more, until as Traci said, you'll never go back, because you can't control it anymore.
The interesting part is, I didn't want to be a woman, ever, at anytime, but somehow, when I got to a certain place, I was one before I ever knew I was, and that's the DANGER! If your not serious, be careful. You will get to a point where the choice is no longer yours, but the good news, it feels so unbelievably good, you will love it! I know I do!
I'm really Holly now! I don't think or pretend, or desire to be Holly, I am he
