(25-01-2014, 11:54 AM)Jessica Leigh Wrote: But I do on occasion google 'naked transsexual' and browse the images - never go to the actual sites. I must admit I'm envious of some of those people for their physical beauty and saddened too for the emotional toll that got their photo on those sites in the first place. And how many are just photoshopped women with added on penises?I can never understand how people call these transsexuals!! They're just guys with tits that happen to want to look more fem than masc. A transsexual is someone that had their dick changed into a vagina, or had a dick added to their crotch because they have having a vagina. Guys with tits are also not chicks with dicks! A real chick with a dick is a hermaphrodite....mostly of the more female looking variety. So far, I don't know that I've ever seen a guy with a vagina, but I'd guess they actually exist, lucky bastards!!
(26-01-2014, 02:47 AM)AnnabelP Wrote: Clara, Samantha, Lisa, thanks for collectively saying what I would have liked to say, and saying it so much better. I can relate to almost everything you all say, and my background is even more diverse (though it had characteristics corresponding quite closely to those that you, Samantha, listed in another thread as wanting to avoid - no offense, I've tried quite hard to escape some of it myself, and found myself labelled as poor relation and scholarship boy). But as I have probably said too many times already, I always seem to find myself as odd-person-out in that almost everyone here is or has been a cross dresser, and I never really have been.
If I have been right in thinking that what I'll term the gendering of my fetal brain was fouled up by my mother getting German measles in the middle of the process, I seem to have landed up inadequately programmed both for masculinity and for femininity, leaving a kind of mental hole in the middle. Although having a male body, from puberty until recently subject to normal male hormonal urges on the physical side, I have found it difficult to adapt to environments which expect typical masculine behaviour patterns, ie behavioural masculinity per se, and although I would like to have been born with a female body, and I actively seek to experience what it would be like to have such a body, there has been no major urge to pursue behavioural femininity on its own.
Now that I am experiencing a limited degree of feminization of my body, I begin to feel that some proportionate degree of feminine presentation and dress may possibly be appropriate, although whether this feeling is brain-driven or phytoestrogen driven, I don't know. I do know that I'm much more at peace with myself and those that I love, and I'm sure that PM has something to do with that.
(26-01-2014, 02:47 AM)AnnabelP Wrote: Now that I am experiencing a limited degree of feminization of my body, I begin to feel that some proportionate degree of feminine presentation and dress may possibly be appropriate, although whether this feeling is brain-driven or phytoestrogen driven, I don't know.
(26-01-2014, 03:05 PM)Lisa Lou Wrote: CK and Sam, I'm with you on the fashion show... sorry Samantha, no bare breasts until I have some to show off!
I'll post to the En Femme thread as soon as the opportunity presents itself!
When I awoke this morning one of my first thoughts was the old Popeye song, (remember him kids?) that included the words "I yam what I yam..." My new mantra...and don't any of you dare call me Popeye!
(26-01-2014, 03:14 PM)ClaraKay Wrote:(26-01-2014, 03:05 PM)Lisa Lou Wrote: CK and Sam, I'm with you on the fashion show... sorry Samantha, no bare breasts until I have some to show off!
I'll post to the En Femme thread as soon as the opportunity presents itself!
When I awoke this morning one of my first thoughts was the old Popeye song, (remember him kids?) that included the words "I yam what I yam..." My new mantra...and don't any of you dare call me Popeye!
How about Olive? Okay, so this might be a go on the fashion show. Cool.
CK
P.S. Should we allow breast forms, or is that cheating?