while always having been a lurker and reader...was attempting various methods of nbe over last couple years....tried the breast pills, fg,rc,sp on and off...am somewhat overweight anyways and have always had moobs...just moobs that are getting bigger...so nipples are pointing sideways...have awesome jiggle..especially top of breast....there are what appear to be hard masses behind and above both nipples and last couple days, have been just very aware of my chest all day...while massaging last night or night before not sure....felt the first sharp pain...feels deep in the left breast but dead center behind nipple...taking 3 fg 2x per day...and waiting for pm to arrive.....what might i be instore for next...will start my pm at 1 per day just to test the waters....have no intention of wanting to fully transition, but have always felt that i should have had breasts...have always felt that they were missing...i don't know, can't really explain...lots has happened over last couple years...so feeling like i am on my way...