Okay so i dont know exactly what prompted me to make this thread, perhaps it is the 5x multiplier dose that Im on for my simulated cycle (5000mg) but anyways I wanted to share with you all.

In august I told my sister that i was taking PM to grow breasts and explained that I have been dealing with gender identity all of my life.. one day in her vehicle with my wife also we were talking about it a little bit and she made me listen to this song and i am usually one to control my emotions fairly well but this song completely wrecked me and i broke down big time. It is a lovely song, I hope you enjoy it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BE5YzRr9yPo

Thank you Dargona,

I feel it's sweet, not sad. She really understands. Being in the middle is about remembering you grew up to be both. And about preparing for the age when testosterone will not rule your life any more.

Listen to the lyrics on this video. It reduces me to tears because it expresses what I feel about 'him'

I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by my childish fears,
If you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave,
Your presence still lingers here,
And it won't leave me alone,
These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase
......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_7iKfWu2Oc


Beverley

Listen to the lyrics on this video. It reduces me to tears because it expresses what I feel about 'him'

I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by my childish fears,
If you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave,
Your presence still lingers here,
And it won't leave me alone,
These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase
......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_7iKfWu2Oc


Beverley

She is a great singer, and this same song used to bring me tears as well. Also that was a great youtube transformational video, thanks

That video, just shows someome, coming out of the shadows, into a radient light; great stuff!