Hi Cindylee,
Its nice to have you here, honey! You will find quite a few here with similar stories to your own and I am sure you will fit right in.

Don't fret about self medicating...we all do it here.

Anyway, make yourself comfortable! There are lots of sweet girls here to help, and tons of readng to do. LOL Many great girls have passed through and left amazing stories and experiences behind to help you, and there are plenty here to answer questions...plus sometimes we just have fun!
Anyway, welcome home, sweetheart!
Hugs