(11-02-2015, 05:21 PM)Stubbornfemme Wrote: Yeah most of my fears are exaggerated. I'm scared I'll take a few herbs for a few months and bam cancer. I think I may have been traumatized as a child because my grandmother died of cancer in my house. She came to live with us when she was very ill and passed away in the living room. It was very scary for me at a young age. It wasn't breast cancer or ovarian though, it was colon cancer. My mom found a growth once but got it checked and it wasn't cancer. As you may tell I am now extremely paranoid. I wonder how people can take hormones for years or smoke for years and not get cancer. I wonder why doctors recommend hormone therapy even to teens transitioning and from all the documentaries I've seen for and against it nobody mentions cancer.
From a fellow sister with the same fears I think you should try another route of nbe instead of herbs. That fear wont go away hun, in fact you may start on even seemingly harmless herbs and because of your morbid fear of C your mind might start manifesting symptons because of that fear.
I know because ive been there and I recognise myself in you.
We put together a thread of non-herbal nbe for people to try first. Why don't you take a look.
As for HRT well these side effects come out of the woodwork much later down the track ie all those poor women who got C from the early HRT .
Sorry about your grandma. Mine had BC so if the genetic risk is there do yourself a solid and bypass herbs.