I am right there with you...I have a decent base to go off of. In 2010 I got out of a bad relationship, lost my job, felt it was now or never and got on natureday products and did a 3 month package...at the end of 2 months (i zoomed through it) I was left with a mild a cup set of breasts...they poked out of my shirt and while i had a new job quickly and uniforms allowed me to have a shirt that didnt show much cause of its size, it still made my shirts tight around the chest and i could see them poking out more and feel them when i crossed arms and laying on sides or bending over....obvious....4 years passed and after another very bad relationship i finally got in to a very good one which im still in....she knows all my desires and quirks and accepts me for me and nothing else...but she doesn't know about my breast desires. I got hammered once and she was too early on in our relationship and fantasies came up and i told her about wanting breasts and next day i regretted it instantly cause i felt that i just showed my cards.. but im a manly kinda man, steel worker, work on cars, chop wood, workout, etc so she doesn't question much. And when I ask her if my chest is getting bigger she says its all in my head...well as of tomorrow i will be on pm and natureday again when it arrives, and plan on starting at 1500mg a day and soon as my areolas pop and breasts grow more feminine im curious to act freaked out and be like still think its in my head or just let it go till she notices it and then act concerned do the dr thing for her ease of mind and such...
Novel made short...yes it is a real question that I think not many really go in to this thinking about, perhaps those who are transitioning or had underlining factors of gender fluidity think it through cause it becomes an identity piece..but those like me who want breasts for unknown reasons and desires it becomes a curiosity on..what do i do once they are there, do i celebrate or am i gonna look in the mirror and go oh sh** what the f have i done to myself...i get nervous thinking about having to wear a bra and what i will do when they are feminine in look, size, and noticable under my shirts and naked...i get nervous what my gf will do, think and say...i get nervous about just about everything around the idea...but i know i want them and at the end of the day thats good enough for me to go forward with it. I pray my gf has no questions and doesnt get freaked out and leave and if she does that willl be my only regret i think...losing someone i love over something i love and i've wanted breasts since i was a kid...used to steal my cousins bras and pray to have breasts one day (not kidding) grew up found out what gynecomastia was and was like why didnt God give that condition to me to someone who would appreciate it not alleviate it. But guess thats underthe cake and eat it too dept. I'm looking forward to having breasts i can't wait, just hope everyone else around me adapts well to my new chest