I've been reading this forum for many years and now I am wanting to get active in sharing and learning with this community.  I begin nbe in the late 90's when I opened up and started exploring my gender identity.  I was of course born male and was starting to learn what it meant to be transgender.  Being that I am from a town that has very few resources and I was still discovering myself, (of course I was still very young back then 

.) I had to find out how to get myself ready for this journey.  Through the internet, I learned there were some alternate means to start hormones naturally so I gave it a try.  Back then, I didn't know of any sites like this, so I relied on general herbal information from sites that were selling them.  I had purchased one, then two herbs, then three and used them for a time and had some success, but nothing that was giving me the "real deal" results I was looking for.  Eventually I found a way to get actual hormones and began my journey.  Fast forward about 2 1/2 years and I had successfully transitioned as much as I could on the hormones.  However I was no longer able to continue due to cost and loss of medical facilities in the area.  Frantically I had to do something, and that's when I decided to return to NBE.  I found this site and have been on NBE all these years.  As of today, I have been successful in living in my chosen gender and passing in public as if I were on the "real hormones".  I hope that I have some knowledge to pass along here to others who are also needing to find their way.