I have been taking PM on and off for a couple of years (mostly off). I am not aiming for big breasts, just for some nice feelings of growth and nipple sensitivity. Recently I have been doing one week on, one month off. When taking PM I take in between 1000 and 2000 mg per day of Ainterol's 500mg caps.
The pictures are mainly of my green lace bralet (which I love) that provides little suppoprt but it's good at underlining where the shape of my chest is.
The other one is a bare pic of my chest: the left side is a slowly rounding wide chest boob (I think) while the right is a struggling male moob. Annoying...
I haven't posted much on this forum lately (more on Ainterol's to be honest), but I'll drop a small update in here anyway.
After my last post I stopped until end of September, then went back on PM 2000mg/day for about 13 days without breaks. As usual I was surprised by how fast things seem to move when restarting. In just that time I felt like something has grown. Aside from all known side effects (low libido, pink fog, low energy etc...) my wife (who doesn't know about PM) commented that my waist seemed to have shrunk and my skin seemed softer. At the beginning of October I stopped again because I really need to go back at my family life but I noticed that my hair (I have a massive problem with hair loss and a wide bald patch) were regrowing a bit. My wife confirmed that, so after 2 weeks of stopping I started again last week taking 1000 mg/day of PM, half AM and half PM, only during weekdays. Funny enough, last thursday (1 week in), something changed in my body. My chest all of a sudden became heavier and my skin shifted. I have a massive case of asymmetry, but even under the smaller side of my chest I now have some "shadow" taht wasn't there before. Looking down I can tell that something is different from before. I have yet to measure, but when I tried on a couple of bras, I found that my band size has shrunk while some padded bras will actually give me a bit of cleavage on both sides (only left until last week). I guess I had what people call a "growth spurt". Since I already am quite happy with the size I have now (well, I was happy with what I had last week) more growth could be a problem, but the hair regrowth experiment is more important right now. I have about 40/50 Ainterol's 500mg caps left and I will finish those and then stop for the foreseeable future.
The picture I am attaching is from October 2nd, in between my last stop and my latest restart. I know that it's a male chest and not "boobs", but sensitivity is higher than it used to be and the little weight and cleavage turn me on continuously. I hit the pool regularly with my son to go to father/son swim lesson and so far nobody has said anything.
As soon as I have the chance I will upload a pic of the new development after last Thursday.
So, here's some less-uninteresting pics from today.
The composition show, I think, what I can see in the mirror. My left side is still better developing than the right, but the right is finally trying to catch up a bit. The pink bralet can now make some shape on both sides, while 3 weeks ago it was creating cleavage only on the left. It's not so easy to spot in the photo, but there is some roundness on both sides towards the middle.
The black halter neck bra, which is supposed to be a bikini top, is almost cheating ebcause it has a rigid underwire that runs from side to side of the two cups and also makes a rigid arch in the middle so it "digs" a bit in the skin. Still, I love to see that the fabrick sticks to some sort of rounded shape.
The bottom left red bralet, which is now one of my favourite, is completely non padded and doesn't push up much, but still it makes a nice shape. The bottom right picture is me wearing a grey dress over the same dark red bralet. I love how the fabric gets some shape and how non of that is padding.
Last, the second standalone pic in the black bikini top is just there because it shows the shrinkage that is happening around my ribcage. When I look in the mirror I see a higher waist now and the little extra shape in the chest seems even more of what it is, thanks to this reduction in the fat on my ribs.
The tape measure still says 38/41.5, but I see and feel that something is moving.
Quick update. A couple of days after my last post I decided that, at least for now, I would stop PM. The fact is that I have what I want, meaning something to give me cleavage with the right bra, and I still have (and want to) present as a male for the rest of my life. I still take my kid to swim and I don't want to cut myself out from family holidays etc. I know that there is a chance of further growth even after PM, and my fetish mind hopes for it, but my logical side has won this time so I threw away the few PM caps I had left.
Note on hair: a friend I haven't seen in a while asked me if I had a hair transplant. That, again, makes me think that something is/was moving up there. I'd love to go on with PM just for this, but at this point breast growth would be an inconvenient side effect.
... But I still crossdress. So today I had the chance to buy some 38A underwired bras. I don't fill 38B properly, so I gave 38A a go. Result: I spill on every side, and my nipples rest against the front fabric. But my feeling is that the cups in this model (cheap: Primark 3 for £6) are simply too small and too close in the middle. I can't even think of a woman with a 38 band that could have small breasts in that position. Anyway, I'll stick to bralettes and 38B for regular bras.
In two weeks I haven't lost any tissue or anything. I don't think I will lose size if I don't go on a diet. Should I notice any off-PM further increase I will update this space.
(11-11-2018, 09:48 PM)Shirazmn Wrote: Quick update. A couple of days after my last post I decided that, at least for now, I would stop PM. The fact is that I have what I want, meaning something to give me cleavage with the right bra, and I still have (and want to) present as a male for the rest of my life. I still take my kid to swim and I don't want to cut myself out from family holidays etc. I know that there is a chance of further growth even after PM, and my fetish mind hopes for it, but my logical side has won this time so I threw away the few PM caps I had left.
Note on hair: a friend I haven't seen in a while asked me if I had a hair transplant. That, again, makes me think that something is/was moving up there. I'd love to go on with PM just for this, but at this point breast growth would be an inconvenient side effect.
... But I still crossdress. So today I had the chance to buy some 38A underwired bras. I don't fill 38B properly, so I gave 38A a go. Result: I spill on every side, and my nipples rest against the front fabric. But my feeling is that the cups in this model (cheap: Primark 3 for £6) are simply too small and too close in the middle. I can't even think of a woman with a 38 band that could have small breasts in that position. Anyway, I'll stick to bralettes and 38B for regular bras.
In two weeks I haven't lost any tissue or anything. I don't think I will lose size if I don't go on a diet. Should I notice any off-PM further increase I will update this space.
The tension you describe in this dilemma of your own experience in this regard is not a negative, but the very fabric of what makes life interesting.
To word it simply, I'm happy with where I am now in life and, in general, with what I have. I don't want to jeopardise anything just for a fetish, so I'll take a looooooong break.
As I wrote many times, to me it was always about the idea of having breasts and the feelings of transformation rather than the need of having DD boobs. I am more rurned on by looking at a lingerie catalogue and thinking that I could wear those items, then actually wearing them.
Anyway, I remain curious about NBE and how the guys with breasts live their lives, also I'd like to put the little experience that I have to anyone's use, so I'll stick around here for a while.
P.s. I recently found out that I like writing TG erotica stories which is very hard to do when PM kills your libido. I'll count this in the "pros" of getting off the herbs for a while.
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