12-09-2019, 02:56 AM
Yes that's what this is about...my tits!
I started all this nearly 2 years ago, and at present I've gone from flat to femme.
Almost every day I learn something new about my breasts as they grow. This is a new set of sensations that have been introducing me to an aspect of being human that is primarily experienced by women.
This post possibly will become the first installment of those small events that occur resulting from my NBE experience.
This will also sevre as an outlet for me as I am a writer at heart.
I'll admit...I've been fascinated with breasts all my life. As a little lad I would always wonder what those were like, both to play with and own. I come from a huge family abundant with numerous girls of all ages. So as an avid observer there was no lack of scenery.
Always if there was a stray bra laying around I would always try it on for size and stuff the cups with whatever was handy.
Now my particular obsession never got in the way of living out my life and career unto an early retirement, it was just always there.
I crossdressed for several decades, which I was passable at. At some point I became weary of using breast forms and I began to research into the possibility of having real breasts. This was at least 20 years ago, and NBE wasn't even a term. I was on AOL chatting with someone about wanting breasts.
This person intruduced me to the little known practice of taking certain herbs that would cause a male to develop breasts, which at the time was nearly unheard of. Of course I was doubtfull, back then.
Here's the kicker...he had sent me a list of 6 or 7 herbs, one herb was Fenugreek, another was Saw Palmetto, on and on.
He also wrote to me, "Take those herbs and you'll be filling those bra cups in no time!"
It didn't sound possible, so I took no action, other than researching this method, to which there was very little information, I did nothing.
Today as I go about my daily thing sporting a nice pair of 36A breasts, I think about that old list and of course the 'what-ifs' start and oh well that's the breaks.
People here have asked me what my breasts feel like. They feel absolutely wonderful. Are they what I had imagined breasts to feel like? I was a little close. I always imagined that breasts would feel heavy and in a sense 'out there'. I was certainly right about that one!
Recently I've been experiencing a sort of random growing or stretching feeling around my nipples. Accompanied by that occasional tingling and itchy feel, I love those reminders of what is happening.
I wasn't ready for the inner structure. I mean I started with the small breast buds behind my nipples, but now those buds are 2-3 times wider as the inner parts of my tits are developing and slowly filling them out.
Now that my nipples have completely changed from the small flat male model, into big conical puffy female ones, I'm now concerned that I might begin to lactate, which I don't want to do.
Whenever I'm out shopping and I pass by the lingerie dept, I smile to myself because now I understand what women grow up with. What I mean here is that it is very validating to bra shop for myself. Also, my outlook towards women has changed to the effect that I now really have a little more in common with them.
This week has been interesting. I've been wearing my bras all the time now. Going braless is fun as my breasts push against my button shirts nicely. However when I wear tee-shirt my tits are very obvious.
I have a small selection of bras and I can fill them all.
I catch myself 'feeling' that I'm using breast forms, sometimes my breasts don't feel real, as if they are fake.
Perhaps that comes from so many years of conditioning.
I love the realization that they are in fact my own real breasts and they won't come off or disappear.
Maybe this is silly, but every morning I wake up and say good morning to my new girls and I feel them and see how much they've grown overnight.
Thank you for taking the time to share this with me.
I started all this nearly 2 years ago, and at present I've gone from flat to femme.
Almost every day I learn something new about my breasts as they grow. This is a new set of sensations that have been introducing me to an aspect of being human that is primarily experienced by women.
This post possibly will become the first installment of those small events that occur resulting from my NBE experience.
This will also sevre as an outlet for me as I am a writer at heart.
I'll admit...I've been fascinated with breasts all my life. As a little lad I would always wonder what those were like, both to play with and own. I come from a huge family abundant with numerous girls of all ages. So as an avid observer there was no lack of scenery.
Always if there was a stray bra laying around I would always try it on for size and stuff the cups with whatever was handy.
Now my particular obsession never got in the way of living out my life and career unto an early retirement, it was just always there.
I crossdressed for several decades, which I was passable at. At some point I became weary of using breast forms and I began to research into the possibility of having real breasts. This was at least 20 years ago, and NBE wasn't even a term. I was on AOL chatting with someone about wanting breasts.
This person intruduced me to the little known practice of taking certain herbs that would cause a male to develop breasts, which at the time was nearly unheard of. Of course I was doubtfull, back then.
Here's the kicker...he had sent me a list of 6 or 7 herbs, one herb was Fenugreek, another was Saw Palmetto, on and on.
He also wrote to me, "Take those herbs and you'll be filling those bra cups in no time!"
It didn't sound possible, so I took no action, other than researching this method, to which there was very little information, I did nothing.
Today as I go about my daily thing sporting a nice pair of 36A breasts, I think about that old list and of course the 'what-ifs' start and oh well that's the breaks.
People here have asked me what my breasts feel like. They feel absolutely wonderful. Are they what I had imagined breasts to feel like? I was a little close. I always imagined that breasts would feel heavy and in a sense 'out there'. I was certainly right about that one!
Recently I've been experiencing a sort of random growing or stretching feeling around my nipples. Accompanied by that occasional tingling and itchy feel, I love those reminders of what is happening.
I wasn't ready for the inner structure. I mean I started with the small breast buds behind my nipples, but now those buds are 2-3 times wider as the inner parts of my tits are developing and slowly filling them out.
Now that my nipples have completely changed from the small flat male model, into big conical puffy female ones, I'm now concerned that I might begin to lactate, which I don't want to do.
Whenever I'm out shopping and I pass by the lingerie dept, I smile to myself because now I understand what women grow up with. What I mean here is that it is very validating to bra shop for myself. Also, my outlook towards women has changed to the effect that I now really have a little more in common with them.
This week has been interesting. I've been wearing my bras all the time now. Going braless is fun as my breasts push against my button shirts nicely. However when I wear tee-shirt my tits are very obvious.
I have a small selection of bras and I can fill them all.
I catch myself 'feeling' that I'm using breast forms, sometimes my breasts don't feel real, as if they are fake.
Perhaps that comes from so many years of conditioning.
I love the realization that they are in fact my own real breasts and they won't come off or disappear.
Maybe this is silly, but every morning I wake up and say good morning to my new girls and I feel them and see how much they've grown overnight.
Thank you for taking the time to share this with me.
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